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Unpleasant truths
By: Amaris Date: March 15, 2018, 12:08 pm
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It is written that telling the truth and making someone cry is
far better than telling a lie and making them smile. She had to
be honest with Gavri'el now...no matter how painful it may be. A
coward hides behind lies and deceit and she had moved past
cowardice. She had a message sent to Symeon telling him they
would have to miss their training tonight. She sent Gavri'el for
to check the state of the household affaris and told him to meet
her in the library when he was finished. She went out briefly to
feed and returned to wait for him to meet her.
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Re: Unpleasant truths
By: earthdawn66 Date: March 15, 2018, 12:19 pm
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*he did as he was asked and when he returned went to her library
and knocked on the door*
May i enter?
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Re: Unpleasant truths
By: Amaris Date: March 15, 2018, 1:47 pm
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She sighed
"Of course you may, I asked you here, did I not?"
She waited for him to enter..
"Sit down Gavri'el, we have many things to discuss tonight.
First I want you to remember that I am having this conversation
with you because I love and respect you. And it is because of
those thing that I am being honest with you ...even though this
may hurt. .... Do you understand? "
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Re: Unpleasant truths
By: earthdawn66 Date: March 15, 2018, 5:29 pm
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*he had come in and closed the door behind him then sat diwn
and listened to her words *
I understand . . I will accept any words you give me good and
bad . . My pleasure to serve
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Re: Unpleasant truths
By: Amaris Date: March 15, 2018, 6:44 pm
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She wanted so many things at that moment. Mostly to not have to
do this to him. It had to be done and quicker was better...
"I am in love with Baron Feroux and have committed myself to
him. This commitment means I can no longer share my bed with you
... or my body."
She tossed it all on the table for him, every choice, even the
option to leave her service...each word harder to speak than the
one before. Finally done she ended by saying
"I love you Gavri'el, and I know this is not fair....love never
is."
She felt more damaged than she had being mauled by Thomas'
beast. ...this held no pleasure...she did not deserve any.
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Re: Unpleasant truths
By: earthdawn66 Date: March 15, 2018, 8:04 pm
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i understand and prepared for this eventuality Andrea has been
kind enough to help with this coming moment
*she could see sadness but there was also some hope there so
wasn't all bad as far as Amaris could see*
I am happy for you as i have always wanted you to be happy. . .
i would enjoy continueing in your service and assist you in
anyway i can. .
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Re: Unpleasant truths
By: Amaris Date: March 15, 2018, 8:46 pm
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"What does Andrej....ugh..nevermind. It no longer matters ... "
This obviously hurt her much more than it did ...well, anyone.
She stood and shook her head in disbelief."
"I guess we were both wrong. I did come to abandon you, and you
-it turns out- did not care when I did."
She walked to the door
"Have a good evening Gavri'el."
She made it to her chambers before she broke. Nothing was done
by her that night as she took to her bed and sobbed like a lost
child. Her heart broken by her own hand.
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Re: Unpleasant truths
By: earthdawn66 Date: March 16, 2018, 2:55 am
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You also . . . i Still Love you
*she would hear as she closed the door leaving. He went about
the task at hand, may no longer share her bed but he was still
hers no matter if it was returned. He would just have to strive
harder and get better in everything*
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Re: Unpleasant truths
By: Amaris Date: March 16, 2018, 8:33 am
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She would awake the next evening only slightly better than
before. Once dressed, she made her way down to the main room to
find Andrej to thank her for being kind to Gavri'el and to be
brought up to date on household matters that needed
attending.Once all of that was settled ahe would find Gavri'el
and ask if still would be attending lessons with Symeon.
Either way, she would have to face her Brother alone for the
first time since Court.
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Re: Unpleasant truths
By: earthdawn66 Date: March 16, 2018, 9:41 am
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Unless you no longer want me to i had planned to continue all my
studies and practise. I enjoy being with you while not bedmates
we are still family and i long to serve you still.
*he was tidying up the basement area ensureing all was ready for
her when she came back in*
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