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Re: To give thoughts wings... (Constantinian Wall)
By: Amaris Date: March 12, 2018, 10:53 am
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She put her hand atop his,
"Then I will do as you advise, I will wait until it is mine
wholly so you will know what I offer no other has claim to. And
for now I will hope that, when that day comes-and it will, you
will be able to love me as I do you."
She caressed his face with her free hand
"However, you should remember that the parts I have won and call
my own long to be yours. You may not accept my feelings as true
or complete ... but they are there and are very real Thomas
Feroux."
#Post#: 1165--------------------------------------------------
Re: To give thoughts wings... (Constantinian Wall)
By: earthdawn66 Date: March 12, 2018, 11:12 am
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I accept and cherish those parts that are freely given to me
*he touched her hand upon his face*
I have openly expressed mine for you. . . I have to reason to
see any other to help calm my Beast. . . you have it under a
Leash
#Post#: 1198--------------------------------------------------
Re: To give thoughts wings... (Constantinian Wall)
By: Amaris Date: March 12, 2018, 3:00 pm
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She shifted position and he found her suddenly on his lap
wrapping her legs around his waist. She leaned in and pressed
her forehead to his.
"I am not asking for your fidelity, but I love you more for
offering it. I have to untangle myself from Gavri'el before I
would ever ask that of you. It will be messy and complicated
because of my lack of knowledge...because I do love him in many
ways. And I am still much too under my Sire's control...I know
if he asked I could not deny him."
She kissed him slowly and with everything she had
"Even with all of these things, I know that the part of me which
is free only wants you, Thomas."
#Post#: 1200--------------------------------------------------
Re: To give thoughts wings... (Constantinian Wall)
By: earthdawn66 Date: March 12, 2018, 3:14 pm
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* he kissed her back*
untangle from Gavriel? should I ask what that means? or just let
you go about what you feel you need to in things like that?
#Post#: 1211--------------------------------------------------
Re: To give thoughts wings... (Constantinian Wall)
By: Amaris Date: March 12, 2018, 5:01 pm
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She sighed,
"You deserve the truth, so I will tell you it all. First,
Gavri'el sleeps beside me all day and is up with me through the
nights. He is who I feed from the majority of the time, his
blood is better than a normal human's and so better than any of
my others."
She waved her hands as if to clear the air about her
"Wait, let me ask you this first. What do you know about my
family...the Obertus ...and what do you know about our
connection to the Tzimisce?"
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Re: To give thoughts wings... (Constantinian Wall)
By: earthdawn66 Date: March 13, 2018, 4:44 am
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Family bred to serve the Tzimisce. . .anymore than that I don't
know . .
* He waited to hear more he had the bare boned badic idea not
all that it might entail*
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Re: To give thoughts wings... (Constantinian Wall)
By: Amaris Date: March 13, 2018, 6:08 am
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And so she told him everything she knew. What "bred to serve the
Tzimisce" actually meant...and how they suspect that ghouls
breeding caused their unique condition of being born with their
own vitae... and all too often their own derangement - being
obsessive. How these things prolonged their lives and guided
their habits...and how they also came to have disciplines like
ghouls long before tasting the blood of a kindred.
"So you see, my love, it will be excessively difficult to
maneuver Gavri'el's obsession with me...I cannot bring myself to
force the embrace on him, I cannot send him off as I could
others ...he is family...but more. He is my assistant - and a
good one -he sculpts better than I did at his age. And so..for
all of these reasons I doubt his love is more than the obsession
... but those are the same reasons I cannot give him up. So I
must find a way to untangle this mess ...not just cut the knot
out."
She sighed,
"My obsession with my Sire ...I am learning how to work around
it and it's grip is lessening on me. And before you even think
it... I am not trading him for you...I am not obsessed with you,
I love you. I hope this knowledge also helps you understand why
I want to learn so much so fast...it is in my blood, I was born
- bred - to absorb knowledge......But back to the matter at
hand...this untangling.."
The next words were frightening to say but because she loves
him, she said them anyway
"I love him...not like I love you ...but still, it is there."
#Post#: 1222--------------------------------------------------
Re: To give thoughts wings... (Constantinian Wall)
By: earthdawn66 Date: March 13, 2018, 6:16 am
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I fully accept that. . I would expect nothing less from you. .
. I still love a dead woman . . .I have learned or should it
was drilled into me . . That even though we are all dead and
predatoial . . We were first and foremost most humans which have
a large acceptance of Love.
* He listened intently as she was bareing her soul to him*
If Gavriel is with you for hundreds of years not going to change
how I feel . . As I accept him he should also learn to accept
thing. .
#Post#: 1234--------------------------------------------------
Re: To give thoughts wings... (Constantinian Wall)
By: Amaris Date: March 13, 2018, 9:39 am
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She placed he hand on his chest and pushed him back gently until
he was staring up at her above him, she needed a bit of space
between them.
"Thank you for understanding ..for everything. There is one last
thing I want to share with you...something you may or may not
kow about me..."
She had never just shown anyone her tongue before. Retracted and
relaxed it looked fairly normal...nothing that would hinder
speech or draw attention in any way. But extended it was a bit
of a nightmare. The end was split and the outer edges were
almost feather-like, the center was grooved channels that drew
the blood to her without spilling. It looked almost delicate,
but was razor sharp and made to inflict pain upon the
unfortunate soul who she chose to use it on.
She let it slip from between her lips almost timidly, extending
it the full lenght before quickly retracting it.
"When I was embraced it just became that way, it is not someting
that happens to my family, or to my Sire's chider, it just
happened to me."
#Post#: 1235--------------------------------------------------
Re: To give thoughts wings... (Constantinian Wall)
By: earthdawn66 Date: March 13, 2018, 9:44 am
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*he grinned*
Mmm . . so you can be my Snake in the Garden of Eden. . . my own
personal temptress
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