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Re: To give thoughts wings... (Constantinian Wall)
DIR By: Amaris
Date: March 11, 2018, 1:52 pm
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She was just as thrown off by his answer. She looked shocked
"....really?...."
The rest of his answer caught up then.
"Okay...that is fair, but I need to know things so I can act
accordingly."
#Post#: 1088--------------------------------------------------
Re: To give thoughts wings... (Constantinian Wall)
DIR By: earthdawn66
Date: March 11, 2018, 1:58 pm
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But lets say that is true deep down for you. . . would you come
with me if I left the city? roam the world exploreing and seeing
and new learning new things
#Post#: 1093--------------------------------------------------
Re: To give thoughts wings... (Constantinian Wall)
DIR By: Amaris
Date: March 11, 2018, 2:13 pm
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"You wouldn't leave the city unprotected. If you leave the city
it would be because there was no city left. However,under those
circumstances, I believe I would."
This city was not her actual home, so while she had been here
for much of her life, it was not the mountains she grew up
in....it was, in fact, not really a place for her.
" My greatest concern would be for my ghouls...I'm sure most
would be fine....except Gavri'el. And there is another
problem...My relationship with him is complicated. "
#Post#: 1094--------------------------------------------------
Re: To give thoughts wings... (Constantinian Wall)
DIR By: earthdawn66
Date: March 11, 2018, 2:22 pm
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*he nodded*
not that is happening anytime in the near future but was just a
question. . .. as Far as Gavriel that is up to you. . . do you
embrace him leave him as a Ghoul. . .. Andrea would survive as
would this other one... Aliyna?
#Post#: 1099--------------------------------------------------
Re: To give thoughts wings... (Constantinian Wall)
DIR By: Amaris
Date: March 11, 2018, 5:53 pm
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She sighed
"Gavriel is special. He believes that he loves me, and that he
would even without the blood. He is not sure he wants to be
embraced. .... He is my nephew so I would not force anything on
him."
She looked pained.
"I am very fond of him ... perhaps more than I should be... I
don't wish to break him. I love him in my own way. "
She took his hand
"He is painfully jealous because I spend time with you."
#Post#: 1101--------------------------------------------------
Re: To give thoughts wings... (Constantinian Wall)
DIR By: earthdawn66
Date: March 11, 2018, 6:01 pm
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I would never put you in a position that you would have to
choose between him or me or anyone. . . plus being that he is
Family it is even more difficult to handle
*he looked to her*
#Post#: 1105--------------------------------------------------
Re: To give thoughts wings... (Constantinian Wall)
DIR By: Amaris
Date: March 11, 2018, 6:51 pm
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"What does that mean? That ...in your scenario ... you would
leave the city without me? That you would break my heart -
removing the burden of choice from my hands?"
She laughed softly
"We are having this conversation and I have confessed my
feelings for you, and I have just realized that I never know how
you feel. I am your friend and you would like if I were truly in
love with you. This seems to be tilted in your favor - many
benefits but no real responsibility.
She looked down at her feet hanging over the side of the wall
then back up at him
"If you do not love me please tell me now and I will find a way
to cut those feelings from myself before they get any stronger."
#Post#: 1135--------------------------------------------------
Re: To give thoughts wings... (Constantinian Wall)
DIR By: earthdawn66
Date: March 12, 2018, 7:49 am
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I thought my actions were enough to ensure you knew my feelings.
. . I deeply care for you as for the word Love. . .I am doing
what I can to hold that back til you are sure on your actual
feelings. . .its an awful position to be in love with someone
when they don't return it is it not?
*he paused a moment*
plus I think I said I would like to know your True feelings as
we are for the moment bound to others. . . does your feelings
transcend that bond? do you think of someone other than Gesu
when you first wake when you fall asleep? . . . While I am Bound
to my Sire I am not in Love with my Sire. .
#Post#: 1153--------------------------------------------------
Re: To give thoughts wings... (Constantinian Wall)
DIR By: Amaris
Date: March 12, 2018, 9:54 am
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"Knowing someone finds you attractive or someone enjoys bedding
you does not actually speak to your feelings about them. I
understand your reservations however. No one wants to be in a
position to get hurt."
She shifted her position, drawing her knees up to her chestand
resting her chin on them
"When I wake, I think only of the work I have to do that night.
I must be on time for my meetings with my Brother...I must get
back home and take care of matters there, I must be sure I am
finished by Lauds so I can meet with you... As for my Sire....I
am slowly breaking free from the unrealistic love I had for him.
He is still important, but I know now that -despite the bond- he
has is own agenda and I am not part of it. I see no benefit in
my making him a priority when I am nothing to him but an
afterthought...or less. Sadly, the less I see of him the more
clarity I have in my world.........he is already disappointed in
me for many things...my interests at the library are the
worst...it is not to his liking. It has gone so far that I have
offered him to take his blood back - he declined, obviously - it
ended with my telling I could no longer be saintly...that I
would do anything I had to do to obtain my ends ...even if it
meant damnation."
#Post#: 1154--------------------------------------------------
Re: To give thoughts wings... (Constantinian Wall)
DIR By: earthdawn66
Date: March 12, 2018, 10:01 am
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*she saw him listen to each and every word then lifted her head
upward to meet his eyes on even ground*
then you have taken a great leap into becoming what you wish to
be. . . no longer bound by a certain set of ideals
*he placed his large hand over her heart covering a good portion
of her chest*
this is slowly becoming your own to give no longer belonging to
someone not of your pure choice
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