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       Re: Music Recommendation
       By: guest3 Date: March 8, 2019, 3:00 pm
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       Interesting, 3 rape attempts here too. Age 8, 10 and 13. And I
       did pass through the whole "I hate all humanity you're walking
       corpses anyway" phase too. Ooooh boy wasn't pleasant at all. I'm
       telling you, I got those parasites having a feast on me, I just
       didn't knew these things exist at that time!
       You guys are so lucky for having all these informations
       available to you from such a young age, we had nothing back
       then. I was casting spells by instinct, I was communicating with
       ancient Gods (full physical manifestation) and I didn't knew how
       or that there are other people out there like me. I ended up
       believing I'm bat crazy, fell into antidepressants, alcohol and
       few suicide attempts.
       I got over all this sh.it eventually but I paid a huge price.
       Was it the rape attempts that made me that way? Was my whole
       life? Was it other people or was it me? How things would be for
       my ascent if I never refused my natural gifts and wasn't
       consumed by denial and self destruction?
       So especially you, younger practitioners, embrace the
       opportunity you have to learn and share, to develop yourselfs to
       become the better YOU, you can be. And don't turn down advices
       given by more experienced, taken away by the fire of your youth.
       You don't have to accept everything you hear, but you owe it to
       yourself to at least take into consideration what others
       propose, to get out of your personal box and comfort zone. And
       LOVE yourself, accept yourself, everything that makes you, you.
       That's the best shadow work you will probably ever do.
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       Re: Music Recommendation
       By: Neciphel Date: March 9, 2019, 7:23 am
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       Here is one music I use a lot to meditate, loving the ambient,
       musical colors and how sounds are delivering through  time
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  HTML https://youtu.be/pwI7_wdPPHw[/center]
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