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Strange Happenings
By: guest18 Date: March 5, 2019, 12:03 pm
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First of all, thanks for the permission to open this topic.
I do not really know, how could I start my story. It's about my
father's death. It was always suspicious to me, somehow.
► Months before his death, he started to hearing voices in
his head. These voices were commanded him to kill himself,
before he will hurt his young daughter (me - I was 2 years old
at that time). He fell in depression because of those. My mother
tried to help him, but my father reminded her about our dark
family tree, and that killers from our past. Everyone was sure
about my father would never hurt us. This was nonsense from
those weird, unknown voices, but they did not stop, and my
father believed them more and more, day by day.
So my mother was looking for a psychiatrist for him. The
situation was very serious and creepy at this point. Trembling,
fear from something unknown.... Sometimes he was much more
aggressive (he was never, never, never was before!), then simply
collapsed. My mother taking medication to avoid sleeping,
because she wanted to care of my father and to prevent his
suicide attempts. Some hours (~6) before the doctor visits and
before the therapy begins, my mother fell asleep. She was too
tired and the hope of change was in her mind. But that was a
terrible mistake. At early dawn, he went into the little
building behind the house, and with his shotgun (he was hunter)
shot himself. The reason why the others wake up was a very
frightening sound. They heard my father's heavy breathing,
filled with lot of blood. They fly out and called the ambulance.
Nobody knows how, but he survived the shot. Everyone was happy,
because the doctors was really good news for our family later
(although he was in critical condition). When they was
absolutely sure he was completely healed (after long-long
weeks), they allowed him to go home. The final tests were all
positive (no any problem, no internal haemorrhage, he was
absolutely ok). That day relatives are helped to pack for him,
but...
....unexpectedly, my father called my mother far from the
others. She was really happy, she smiled, but my father is not.
- I want you to know, I love you - he started, and my mother got
confused at that moment - ...but I had no choice.
She said there was nothing wrong, he is healthy now, we can live
happily with each other. He just starring at her, as if he knew
what was coming next.
- Please, take care of our daughter, more than your light of
your eyes, love.
My mother was so confused: "What are you talking about, my love?
We'll take care of the kids together!" - she said confidently.
- Forgive me... - he whispered.
These was his last words, before he suddenly collapsed, and fell
to the ground (right after these words). My mother screamed, and
cried for a doctors, to save her love, my father's life.
Everything turned in chaos then.
Nobody knows why, or how, but he died, and whatever it was, but
he knew it'll happens already The doctors were clueless behind
the case. even autopsy did not answer, because there was no
biological reason to death.
My mother completely collapsed after her love's death, and
because of the trauma (maybe?) she did not even care of me or my
brother at all. She did not do what my father had asked for.....
and then...
...After his death, I started to see dark figures, with glowing
red and yellow eyes around me. The relatives did not tell me his
death at this time, but I remember things from earlier too. I'm
sure when I saw the first one, he was deceased already, and
because I was totally alone all the time, I started to accept
and enjoy their company.
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Re: Strange Happenings
By: Jaguar Spirit Date: March 5, 2019, 1:07 pm
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First of all...I'm very sorry that you experienced that,
especially so young in your life.
It does sound like some entities did enter your life at that
point.
Discerning/determining what those entities were/are may take
some digging. Since you are approaching Abaddon, I would ask for
his guidance on this.
I hope you have had some healing in your life from that loss.
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Re: Strange Happenings
By: Jaguar Spirit Date: March 5, 2019, 2:13 pm
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I wouldn't say it makes you rigid or cold hearted. Not at all. I
understand what you're saying.
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Re: Strange Happenings
By: Merak Date: March 9, 2019, 11:13 am
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I too fell into a deep end of a pool. I was in there a while.
Mother not watching. I was five. I didnt understand death at
that age though. I just sank to the bottom. Then darkness until
concious again at the pool edge when they realized Id gone in.
The next year she left me at a deep river, out of sight.
However, I realized I was not actually alone. Across the river
(fifty feet maybe) a woman watched me all that summer if I was
down there alone. She was a forest woman. Pitch black skin,
hairy, tall. She never spoke to me and stayed low in the brush.
I felt very safe with her there.
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Re: Strange Happenings
By: guest3 Date: March 10, 2019, 5:27 pm
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Interesting, you reminded me how I also almost lost my life in
the water, but I was older around 8-9 years old. We were playing
at the sea, me and few other kids were trying to keep balance on
a water board while another child was moving it around.
In one round I fall in the sea and when I try to rise on the
surface...my head hits on the water board really hard. I was
bellow it.
Keep in mind I was born during summer on an island, my father
was a free diver and my parents took me for my first swim less
than 40 days old. I learned to swim before I learn to walk. But
at this point, I'm not prepared for an actual dive, I just fell
in the sea.
I tried to move away from the board but somehow I didn't. I
tried to raise my hands out of water to find the edges and pull
myself out, I just couldn't find it. The kids were again on the
board and were moving it around, without noticing I'm right
bellow and about to get drown.
I was out of breath I was in pain and I was about to get a
panic attack, somehow within my panic I managed to slow down my
heart beats to save the last bit of oxygen in my body and took
one last dive in a desperate move to move away but I knew if I
don't make it, I'm dead. I moved away ...but the board moved
with me... The kids didn't even noticed me.
So I surrendered. I looked the bottom of the sea for the last
time and thought "what an irony! Me an excellent swimmer, to die
in the same thing I was raised in." I even chuckled a bit in the
inside.
I remember many golden water drops surrounding my face, I
blacked out and next thing I remember I'm on the surface,
grubbed the board, said calmly I'm not gonna play anymore and
swam to the shore.
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Re: Strange Happenings
By: Jaguar Spirit Date: March 14, 2019, 1:48 pm
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Wow...scary! I have no real memory of my time in the
water...like it was just calm in there...and then erased memory.
I'm glad I didn't have a sense of death like you two did.
I was knocked over by lightening at age 8. I DO remember
that...quite. I was running in a thunderstorm, heavy downpour. I
had a long, long driveway, like a half mile long or more. At one
point, it veered right and down into a dip that sharply cut
left. I was just turning right when lightening hit the
ground...a big rock in the middle of the road (embedded) and
threw me backwards from my dead run. I just walked the rest of
the way home in a stupor. Though I don't remember it, my mother
said I was mute for a few days and staring off into space.
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Re: Strange Happenings
By: guest3 Date: March 14, 2019, 5:59 pm
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Awesome, so several of us live today by coincidence 😂
You reminded me this story
HTML https://www.thevintagenews.com/2018/05/07/struck-by-lightning/
Well I must admit that when I finally gave up I felt very
peaceful. There was no fear anymore or panic. So there's that.
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Re: Strange Happenings
By: Jaguar Spirit Date: March 15, 2019, 1:30 pm
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I think it was very lucky that I didn't receive a direct strike.
But it was hot and bright and loud.
I've often wondered what draws lightening to people but not
others. I wondered many times why it discharged on the rock and
not on me. Maybe just sheer coincidence...or the lightening had
already grounded to the rock before it discharged. Probably more
likely...and then I was just in the head on collision with that
established circuit.
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Re: Strange Happenings
By: guest3 Date: March 16, 2019, 10:09 am
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I know you're not suppose to run during a thunderstorm as it
attracts the lightings, but never looked more I.to that si.ce I
ne er run when it's raining..
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Re: Strange Happenings
By: Merak Date: March 28, 2019, 7:01 am
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Last Friday, I was approached while leaving a business...by a
wolf dog. He was just standing there, staring.
Last night, I had a dream of a wind storm at sunset and I was
trying to rake leaves and I knew that same wolf dog was in the
tree line. Then a big wind picked me up and moved me away...like
it had hands. It took me away from the woodline.
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