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Some dramatic stuff.
By: Gunslinger Date: November 28, 2012, 11:16 am
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Just some stuff I wanted to share with everyone as I got into
some huge fight with my family and got badly injured due to a
glass slash so.. let the drama start. I'll be talking a little
about the ISA at the start so read carefully, its long but with
a meaning.
The ISA have a great reputation among official law groups and
the CIT staff team, everyone should work on keeping this
reputation up and improving it by time. Order and organization
is important among each other, keep it in mind. It doesn't
matter how many arrests do you have, so fighting to get the
arrest is something so trivial and someone like that shall be
given no respect between us. And does that mean we should cuss
him or diss him? No, never. No reason for humans to ever talk in
such inappropriate way between each other, not in real-life nor
a game. Not giving them respect doesn't mean you should be mean
a/o rude to them. Not respecting one doesn't mean that you
should disrespect them. You should learn on how to be neutral.
Don't respect the person you dislike nor disrespect him. I don't
really know how to actually explain this but what I want to say
that you should talk normally with him. Let me show a little
example:
*That guy you dislike comes to you and tell you: "Hi man, how
are you?"
*You answer: "Hey, I'm fine. Thanks for asking." Or any proper
answer.
Talk with him normally, don't store hate inside you, hatred will
take over your self and sooner or later you will be someone who
give no respect to any one and will no be longer respected by
anyone. Acknowledge this guy's abilities and powers, and think
well of him even if you don't like him. Everyone is better than
someone at something, this is life. So learn on how to be
neutral and treat everyone equally, do not submit to hatred,
never ever do that.
Learn on making your mouth clean. No, I'm not asking you to wash
your teeth. I am asking you to talk properly to everyone.
"Respect to be respected". That's how you do it, its simple.
Loyalty, be loyal to your team and what you like, I'm not saying
not to leave your group, I'm saying to respect it and treat it
as you treat yourself. Your actions matters, if not to you, then
to your group. Your actions will improve or downgrade your
group's reputation as I told you a while ago. Be mature,
maturity is a proof of self-control, good manners and
intelligence. "You are 12, you are a kid." No, this is the most
stupid thing you can ever say or hear. You are a man if you are
a mature, age means nothing, I'm telling you this as a young
teenager, as a 14 your old boy. If you thought I was old then
no, I'm not. People think that I'm an adult not because they
never saw me, they think so because they see me as a mature
person. I got respected, reached high ranks, admired by many
former subordinates until this very second. All of this because
I did what I explained to you all right now. I acted maturely, I
respected my position and used my authorities on bringing fair
judgments and great contribution to my team.
I am not the commander while I'm telling you this, I'm not the
5th highest ranked or the head staff of the ISA. I am a human,
like you and many others. Listen to me, and let me hear you.
Tell me your problems, tell me what troubles your brain. I'll
help you, with my limited knowledge of life, I'll do what I can
to make people follow the road of proper life. I want to make
sure that No one ever follow the same dirty, black road I passed
through. Negativity will cause loss of self-confidence,
negativity will build a black iron wall between you and the
world, negativity will lead you to your despair and death. Fight
it off, if your world is burning as mine, search for hope, its
the sun behind the foggy thoughts you are thinking of.
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This is all what I wanted to tell you guys. I know, a lot of
drama I made there. But I wanted to deliver a letter to everyone
in my team, the ISA. Hopefully you get this letter and
understand it well.
Gunslinger
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Re: Some dramatic stuff.
By: chris Date: November 28, 2012, 1:00 pm
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First I want to say I hope you'll recover soon from your
injuries, and psychologically from whatever you've been through.
There is a lot of wisdom in what you said here. Most of the
people in CIT are teenagers and kids (I'm only taking about
their age), and some are more mature than others regardless of
their age. This is due to the environment they grew up in, in
addition to all the other experiences they've been through in
life. Gunslinger you said you're 14, this is the age in which
the majority of teenagers start to think in a new way, to find
the "right path" (shall we say), because what matters the most
is not what you do but what is going on inside your head while
doing it. I've been through this when I was around your age, and
I suggest you make good use of it, and discover the most about
yourself while your mind is in this incredibly creative state.
I learned something very important about life, especially with
relationships with other people; simplicity is key. If you don't
like someone you don't need to pretend like you do, or to act in
a horrible way with him. You just have to respect him. Which
brings us to the ego. Your ego doesn't show how tough or strong
you are, it's actually a false self esteem. In other words, it's
a castle you're building around yourself to protect yourself
from certain things (emotions, experiences... this is caused by
fear) and eventually nothing will be able to penetrate this
castle, but you will become stuck inside.
There is too much to say that I can't say it all here. If you
have anything you want to talk about, I can help you with my
knowledge about life, people, and psychology.
And thank you Gunslinger for making this topic.
Chris
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Re: Some dramatic stuff.
By: Gunslinger Date: November 28, 2012, 2:41 pm
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I appreciate that Chris, I've tried to say what I have in mind
and thought I should use this to help others in some way.
You are right, ego doesn't show anything but how stupid you
became. Only the weak-spirited will submit for his ego and get
ruled over by it and in the end as you said, he will have an
unbreakable defense that he himself won't be able to come out of
it.
I really appreciate every word you said in your post, it shows
wisdom and maturity which are the two most important aspects of
life that humans really need to work on in our new modern life.
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Re: Some dramatic stuff.
By: Vngngdn Date: November 30, 2012, 4:15 am
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Like straight from a book. And you're darn right.
About that part from disliking people:
Nobody forget, be polite as much as possible. Don't forget
there's a wire between you and the other one, you can lie the
shit out of yourself without the other one noticing. Be a devil
in disguise.
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