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#Post#: 8709--------------------------------------------------
Am I An Impostor?
DIR By: neigh
Date: January 22, 2018, 10:43 am
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Jenny
*bring out every toy I owned before I moved here, and look at
them*
.homemade wooden Zoo animals (Christmas, age: 7)
.a homemade wooden horse stable (Christmas, age: 6)
.filled with homemade wooden horses (Christmas, age: 4)
.a homemade wooden hundred acre woods (Christmas, age: 5)
.homemade wooden Winnie the Pooh characters (Christmas, age: 3)
.a homemade wooden rocking horse (Christmas, age: 2)
.Daddy's childhood baseball bat, baseball, and baseball glove
.Daddy's childhood toy tool set
.Daddy's childhood Lincoln logs
.Daddy's childhood legos
.Daddy's childhood battling tops game
.Daddy's childhood Janga game
.an A.A. Milne World of Pooh book
.a hairbrush
.four second hand store t-shirts
.one second hand store pair of girl jeans
.two second hand store pairs of boy jeans
.one second hand store pair of girl tennis shoes
.one second hand store boy jacket
.one pair of gloves
.four pairs of underwear
.one pillow
.two second hand store blankets
.some plastic toys and stuffed animals that other kids gave me
for birthdays
I look down the stuffed Pooh in my arms, who is oddly my only
toy Daddy ever gave me that wasn't for Christmas, homemade, or
used to belong to him as a kid. Wonder if it's odd that Pooh's
the toy that I have to carry around all of the time, but then
wonder if's it's because he's cuddly, and all of the other toys
he gave me were hard. I sit on my rocking horse, and rock back a
fourth, with my feet on the ground, wishing that I hadn't gotten
too big for it. Get up and go get out everything else I owned
before coming to Ms. China's house.
I notice that I still have everything I owned, before coming to
Ms. China's house, except for my air mattress and toothbrush. I
change into a pair of jeans, a shirt, and the shoes I had before
coming here. They still fit, but they are not big on me like
they were then, because I had recently got them and Daddy would
buy me oversize clothes and then wait until they were tight on
me to replace them.
I remember when I first came here, and everything was so weird.
The food was different. Instead of just taking off my jeans
before bed, I had to change into pajamas, and then sleep on a
different mattress with a different feel, in my very own
bedroom. I had to wear different clothes, and eat different
food, and go places in a car. I got to play with, and ride
horses, which was awesome. There was a backyard, and it had a
stable and paddocks, a playground, and a pool. I had a swimsuit
to wear in the pool instead of a t-shirt. I could read watch
books and movies, other then the World of Pooh, without going to
the library first, and I had more toys to play with. I haven't
heard the load sounds of Daddy working with his tools down in
his shop for a long time.
I sit on my two small rocking horse. I think about how I've been
here for months, but I never got completely used to it. I I may
be living like one, but I known I'm not a rich kid.
#Post#: 8772--------------------------------------------------
Re: Am I An Impostor?
DIR By: MS.China
Date: March 29, 2018, 2:44 pm
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Walking through the hall putting the washed clothes in the kids
rooms I walk in Jenny’s room and put her clothes down* Hey
Jenny. Are you okay? *i sit beside her*
#Post#: 8775--------------------------------------------------
Re: Am I An Impostor?
DIR By: neigh
Date: March 29, 2018, 5:05 pm
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"I don't know. I was thinking of what my life was like before I
came to live here. Things are so much different now, then they
were then, that sometimes I feel like some sort of impostor."
#Post#: 8778--------------------------------------------------
Re: Am I An Impostor?
DIR By: MS.China
Date: March 29, 2018, 5:09 pm
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Why do you feel like you are an imposter?
#Post#: 8781--------------------------------------------------
Re: Am I An Impostor?
DIR By: neigh
Date: March 29, 2018, 5:11 pm
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"I've been living like a rich kid, which I know I'm not."
#Post#: 8783--------------------------------------------------
Re: Am I An Impostor?
DIR By: MS.China
Date: March 29, 2018, 5:14 pm
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Sweetie, you aren’t living like a rich kid. You just have things
that every child deserves. A nice warm bed good food pretty
clothes fun toys. It’s not that you live like a rich kid it’s
just you have things now that make your life a little more
comfortable. Don’t you enjoy having these things?
#Post#: 8786--------------------------------------------------
Re: Am I An Impostor?
DIR By: neigh
Date: March 29, 2018, 5:18 pm
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"Yes, but I don't see how I need deserve them. My Daddy did
great providing for me, and I never wear pretty clothes."
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Re: Am I An Impostor?
DIR By: MS.China
Date: March 29, 2018, 5:23 pm
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I know sweetie he did an amazing job! Parents just want to do
the best they can for their kids. Parents want their kids to
have the absolute best of everything. I just want that for you
too. You and all the other children here I want you all to feel
comfortable and I want you to feel like you have a great
opportunity to just have a good life.
#Post#: 8795--------------------------------------------------
Re: Am I An Impostor?
DIR By: neigh
Date: March 29, 2018, 5:32 pm
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"If you're not rich, why do we have so many things here that
Daddy and I did not have?"
#Post#: 8797--------------------------------------------------
Re: Am I An Impostor?
DIR By: MS.China
Date: March 29, 2018, 5:38 pm
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I mean I do have a lot of money but that’s only because I run a
lot of businesses and that makes it easier for me to provide you
all with a lot of things. But that doesn’t mean you live like a
rich kid it just means you have a lot of things that make you a
little more comfortable. Like I said I just want you feel like
you have a chance to be comfortable and have nice stuff. And
not just you but everyone.
I strive to make sure all kids that are here have good stuff
because I just feel like you guys deserve it. And your daddy
gave you everything I give you a house clothes food toys just
because it a little different then you used to have doesn’t mean
it’s much better or much worse it’s the same stuff just in a
different way.
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