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Journal of Rei'lak Roguewinter
By: guest48 Date: September 5, 2016, 2:46 pm
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[center]One of the Tents within the Duchy of the crown had a
single essence of illumination coming from it's entranceway. the
shadow of a figure sitting or hunched over could be seen. We
take a closer look within the tent to see a man wearing a simple
tunic and leather overlap coat which was tied at the waist by
some black material. Upon his bed laid a cloak, on the right
hand side there was an emerald green pin with a triskellion
symbol. or more definitively, House Roguewinter's sigil.
The man we can assume is Rei'lak, was writing down his thoughts
into a dark blue journal that had countless entries within it.
It had the colour of the ocean, various inscribements of the
sigil on the front. Accounts of his brother being an annoying
twang, how he fought for his family. His opinions of others,
perhaps future plans he may make.[/center]
ENTRY *** A week after Arik and Bjorns demise.
It is a time of great pain and chaos happening over Kernow. The
demons were continuing their advances, their influence into our
realm of existance. The gates power expanding outwards,
threatening even the dastardly claws leader, Lord Scythe. I
don't know why im writing this, one of the members of my duchy
suggested i begin writing this down. Considering what's
happened, i understand that the Crown probably feel im a loose
cannon.
I don't know what i should be feeling, it's overwhelming. I
would say that no one understands what im feeling.. except for
Eva, but they all probably do. We've all lost someone in one way
or another but..this is too much. Arik, as much of a c**t as he
was.. was my brother. Bjorn.. my cousin. Family that have
protected me for as long as i can remember. Now i have to do the
protecting, Eva needs me. I don't plan on letting her down.
What shall i feel? Who should take the blame?! me?! the bloody
mad mage calls me brother killer.. perhaps he's right, perhaps
it's just me. I should have done a better job protecting them.
Now i've got to protect eva. I don't know! -Here, the writing on
the page becomes more erratic and forced. Like he's about to
break the quill.- I don't know! -He repeats- i just don't
know.. the sage? he was the one that failed.. he let them all
die, some powerfull bastard he is!! He wants the demons gone?
then why is my family gone?! we put our lives on the line every
day.. -The writing begins to calm- and we just.. cant stop..
being dissapointed.. first my mother.. my father.. Sejwin. Now
Arik and damned Bjorn.
After everything that's happened. I make jokes, i push the
seriousness and sadness aside. I'll just.. try to keep on going.
For Eva's sake, and even though Ash wants nothing to do with us.
For his sake as well..
I feel that at least the duke has calmed his angst toward myself
and the rest of our family.. he's asked me to sit on the
council. I cant reject this, he's a stupid c**t sometimes. But
he has learnt to be more of a leader.. he isn't a bad bloke, i
hope i showed that when i took the gaze of a gorgon to stop him
from being paralyzed. Though.. I fear Aramil may yet turn on
us.. with what my brother said.. and with what Aramil himself
said. I don't want him to make a move against the Duke, as i
don't want to lose a friend and see another betrayed. We cant be
thinking about personal gripes and grudges, then Aramils squire
is none other than the bloody SON of "LORD" Scythe? what's with
that..
The Mad Mage, for the sake of the Crown. will live. He's an
asset. but nothing more, i'll protect anyone from the crown.
even this scum, as i showed on the battlefield. But even with
all of this, the Duke, Lord Commander, Mad Mage, Mercenaries,
Apostles. Theres one man that's more powerful than them all,
maybe even soon the sage. Kai. I recognise his intelligience,
even if im as dumb as a post. He's a key player, but he truly
does what the best thing for the realm of Kernow is..
This is just a jumble of my thoughts.. i don't know what i
wanted to really say. Maybe i needed to let some of the build up
emotion inside of me out, maybe im just crying for the sake of
crying.. I made a promise to the Duke, to the Crown. and i'll
always serve it. But my family still comes first.
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Re: Journal of Rei'lak Roguewinter
By: guest48 Date: April 3, 2017, 4:59 am
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[center]A couple of days after the gate was forced back. The
boundary was weakened and the people of chaosgate had won a
victory. A strong victory, but they hadn't beaten the demons
just yet.
Now bodyguard of the Lord Commander Dante and the Queen Vi'ile,
Executioner of the Claw. Rei'lak Roguewinter, the beaten and
broken Northman sat in his tent inside the walls of the
survivors that resisted the demons will. He wrote.
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Entry *** A few days after the gate was force backward.
Arik, Bjorn.. now Ash. People look to me to protect them, the
Queen. The Lord Commander. It's not who i want to protect the
most. And everyone knows where my true Alignment lies. To my
dear sister, Eva.. i worry for her. Though we are not blood, we
are family she is the one that needs me. Amantha.. my great
friend from many moons past.. i wonder if she knows how i feel.
I don't know how to put words to paper all that well, but i know
how i feel. Angry. Stupid. Sad. Regretful. Greenskins may have
taken my home from me.. but Demons took my family, took my
brothers and Cousins.. Eva is alive. But her mind seems
different.. boggled.. for the lack of a better word. After the
deaths of Bjorn and Arik, i felt like my heart was a Karreks.
Made of rock.. i want to do the right thing for my family. For
Chaosgate.
Ash's death hasn't yet hit me too well. I grieve.. i never truly
hated him.. i gave him a second chance because i can tell how
stupid he was. How much he regretted. He was to live with the
shame. But im afraid that my words hit him too harshly.. did he
just give up? Did he let them take him..? When a demon was
trying to take Eva.. the moments of Ariks, Bjorns and Ash's
death flickered in my eyes. I vow no more.
No more Roguewinters, Hunders.. Will be taken. We will fight and
die on our own terms. The Tide is ever calling. Nothing can hold
it back. Nothing may break it's current.
Still.. suprised as the crown was cut through. Lord Scythe
showed his face.. Murdered the two of his children infront of
everyone. He stole Jimmy The Pints Powers. His soul. Kamos tried
to end him. Tried to be the hero.. i tried to save him and all i
got is the two of us killed and eaten by the cannibals of Clan
Black. My face was smeared with black paint.. Kamos' too.
Scythe tried to make us all fight. Make us kill eachother, crown
and claw to force out a champion from us all. What i did,
shocked everyone. Myself, my sister included.
I defied Lord Scythe. I said 'No'. I told him that we are
strong. I told him that i would not fight and kill my blood. My
brothers and sisters of Chaosgate. If we fight against
eachother, we'll die alone.
He knows im a problem for him. Especially after he almost took
my life permanently. But let me live. I respect him for showing
mercy, I respect him for realising that it's not just him on his
high horse. It's all of us, Scythe included that this will
affect..
My pain is great. My anger is even greater. The next time i face
the gate. I will be stronger. Ready to crush anything that comes
near my Sister, The Queen and the Lord commander, Dante.
Lord Rei'lak Roguewinter
Defender, Executioner, Breaker.
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