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#Post#: 5155--------------------------------------------------
Re: Get it out of your System!
By: Emma Date: December 8, 2013, 7:19 pm
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This is not something I want to get it out of my system in the
same sense but sometimes I wish though that I was in some kind
of Service oriented job - like a social worker or even a nurse
(not a doctor) where I am directly in contact with someone who
needs help. But all I do is help my company make more money.
Though I am very grateful for my job and I do love it, and my
sincerity is never in question, but it still doesn't give me
that satisfaction when I help someone directly.
But what is great about our company is that, it does allow
people to pursue their dreams in some way. For example, I just
finished our Holiday Hamper with the help of a few others. We
adopted a family of 5 (mother and 4 young children) and we held
a couple of events to raise enough money to buy them almost
everything on their wishlist. At first, we had to go with the
most basic needs first but then Ryan (the 8 year old) wanted an
electronic Reader and I just couldn't find enough money to buy
one, but in the end luck opened up and I was able to buy one for
him, so that made me very happy. Otherwise I was going to buy
one for him. I did contribute some money and some CDs, DVDs etc.
Also, I held another charity project called "Coin Wars" in the
middle of this year and we were able to raise more money than
we'd expected. All went to United Way. I do this all in my spare
time albeit through work and some other charity work so I am at
least grateful that I can contribute to humanity in a small way
though I'd like to do much, much more to be honest. Maybe my
life will take a turning point at some point who knows really.
#Post#: 5162--------------------------------------------------
Re: Get it out of your System!
By: Clay Death Date: December 8, 2013, 11:31 pm
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[quote author=Emma link=topic=251.msg5153#msg5153
date=1386550114]
I don't think I will last more than a few days at TW or MTF.
That's why I don't want to sign up. Even my argument at TF
didn't go very well even though that's a much better place but
still, no place is free from fanatics no matter how ideal they
sound. I struggled at Murray's World too and thank God I am out
of it. Most people though are very good but some people can make
it very difficult and the nature of any conversation can quickly
go from bad to worse especially on match threads. Then there are
some people who make things very personal. I was a member of
Samprasfanz all my life and never come across anything so
hostile before. Makes sense when you realize that, Murray's
World is heavily nation oriented as at least 90% of its members
are Brits, whereas at least 50% of Samprasfanz' members were
from all around the world. So they would be more respectful
towards each other rather than cynical and personal and be
always on the verge of attacking mode. So everything that
happened since then (1st week of July), now that I look back, I
can see that they happened for a reason. Every single thing.
[/quote]
affirmative. everything happens for a reason and we are all
stronger because of all of our accumulated experiences.
now at least we can do it our way. we can shape our own destiny
at Camelot and have a blast doing it.
this is going to be one hell of a place in about 3 years.
all that is needed is a strong positive belief, a clear and a
cool head, and the wisdom to do the right thing.
rest will take care of itself.
#Post#: 5168--------------------------------------------------
Re: Get it out of your System!
By: thetruth Date: December 9, 2013, 5:00 am
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[quote author=Emma link=topic=251.msg5138#msg5138
date=1386547892]
[quote author=thetruth link=topic=251.msg5062#msg5062
date=1386416966]
Why is my disabled sister who has been in a nursing home for
five years giving out my address for DirecTv services?
She rented this house 5 years ago, when I lived at my other
place. She also gives creditors my number although we have never
shared a home since we lived at home as teenagers.
This chick is really sick. She'll do anything to get under my
skin.
[/quote]
Oh that's too bad. Why is she doing that though? It would tick
me totally off if anyone were to give out my information without
my consent. Are you sure though it's her and they are not
getting this information from some place else? You know with the
FB, Twitter etc. personal information is no longer personal.
Plus, it's very easy to get anybody's address, phone numbers
etc. these days especially for these companies. They have their
own agendas and they are very good at it.
[/quote]
I am sure. She is a really sick puppy. She has been in
competition with me since birth and she does anything she can to
make my life miserable.
It's sad, because I don't do anything but try to help her.
She did it, but unbeknownst to her I got rid of DirecTv a few
weeks ago. Two days later I received a charge on my account, and
I called them to see why they were charging me for a cancelled
service. They couldn't explain it sufficiently, but I'm thinking
that she impersonated me and pretended that I was her power of
attorney and had service turned on in her new apartment.
Unreal. That chick is beyond evil.
#Post#: 5169--------------------------------------------------
Re: Get it out of your System!
By: thetruth Date: December 9, 2013, 5:11 am
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[quote author=Emma link=topic=251.msg5155#msg5155
date=1386551974]
This is not something I want to get it out of my system in the
same sense but sometimes I wish though that I was in some kind
of Service oriented job - like a social worker or even a nurse
(not a doctor) where I am directly in contact with someone who
needs help. But all I do is help my company make more money.
Though I am very grateful for my job and I do love it, and my
sincerity is never in question, but it still doesn't give me
that satisfaction when I help someone directly.
But what is great about our company is that, it does allow
people to pursue their dreams in some way. For example, I just
finished our Holiday Hamper with the help of a few others. We
adopted a family of 5 (mother and 4 young children) and we held
a couple of events to raise enough money to buy them almost
everything on their wishlist. At first, we had to go with the
most basic needs first but then Ryan (the 8 year old) wanted an
electronic Reader and I just couldn't find enough money to buy
one, but in the end luck opened up and I was able to buy one for
him, so that made me very happy. Otherwise I was going to buy
one for him. I did contribute some money and some CDs, DVDs etc.
Also, I held another charity project called "Coin Wars" in the
middle of this year and we were able to raise more money than
we'd expected. All went to United Way. I do this all in my spare
time albeit through work and some other charity work so I am at
least grateful that I can contribute to humanity in a small way
though I'd like to do much, much more to be honest. Maybe my
life will take a turning point at some point who knows really.
[/quote]
Your story exactly mirrors mine. I had a decent job, making good
money, but I felt so unfulfilled. Like you, I wanted to felt
that my presence was making a difference. I was used to working
with deadlines and high pressure positions and in my last job at
the company I could do my work in less than two hours.
My boss didn't come in until the afternoon and most of the day
was spent twiddling my thumbs. I had to go. I stayed at home for
a couple of years pursuing some creative things I had wanted to
do all my life.
When I went back to work I worked in the Public School system. I
loved it, although the money was a fraction of my previous
salary.
Now, I am going back to school and when I re-enter the work
force it will be for something to do with children, in an
educational way, but not as a teacher.
#Post#: 5205--------------------------------------------------
Re: Get it out of your System!
By: Emma Date: December 9, 2013, 6:42 pm
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[quote author=thetruth link=topic=251.msg5168#msg5168
date=1386586836]
I am sure. She is a really sick puppy. She has been in
competition with me since birth and she does anything she can to
make my life miserable.
It's sad, because I don't do anything but try to help her.
She did it, but unbeknownst to her I got rid of DirecTv a few
weeks ago. Two days later I received a charge on my account, and
I called them to see why they were charging me for a cancelled
service. They couldn't explain it sufficiently, but I'm thinking
that she impersonated me and pretended that I was her power of
attorney and had service turned on in her new apartment.
Unreal. That chick is beyond evil.
[/quote]
I can believe that. Some human beings are just capable of doing
anything. I've seen so many true crime stories and some of the
crimes were just beyond evil. These people just haven't evolved
much. They like being dark, selfish and remorseless. She
probably doesn't even know what love is therefore, relationships
have no meaning to her. Unfortunate but what can you do. Every
one is just on their own journey and will have to learn the
lessons their own way. Some just tend to choose the hardest way
possible. Being negative is probably the longest and toughest
road to become a superior person but I suppose they'll get there
some day.
#Post#: 5216--------------------------------------------------
Re: Get it out of your System!
By: Emma Date: December 9, 2013, 7:05 pm
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[quote author=thetruth link=topic=251.msg5169#msg5169
date=1386587515]
[quote author=Emma link=topic=251.msg5155#msg5155
date=1386551974]
This is not something I want to get it out of my system in the
same sense but sometimes I wish though that I was in some kind
of Service oriented job - like a social worker or even a nurse
(not a doctor) where I am directly in contact with someone who
needs help. But all I do is help my company make more money.
Though I am very grateful for my job and I do love it, and my
sincerity is never in question, but it still doesn't give me
that satisfaction when I help someone directly.
But what is great about our company is that, it does allow
people to pursue their dreams in some way. For example, I just
finished our Holiday Hamper with the help of a few others. We
adopted a family of 5 (mother and 4 young children) and we held
a couple of events to raise enough money to buy them almost
everything on their wishlist. At first, we had to go with the
most basic needs first but then Ryan (the 8 year old) wanted an
electronic Reader and I just couldn't find enough money to buy
one, but in the end luck opened up and I was able to buy one for
him, so that made me very happy. Otherwise I was going to buy
one for him. I did contribute some money and some CDs, DVDs etc.
Also, I held another charity project called "Coin Wars" in the
middle of this year and we were able to raise more money than
we'd expected. All went to United Way. I do this all in my spare
time albeit through work and some other charity work so I am at
least grateful that I can contribute to humanity in a small way
though I'd like to do much, much more to be honest. Maybe my
life will take a turning point at some point who knows really.
[/quote]
Your story exactly mirrors mine. I had a decent job, making good
money, but I felt so unfulfilled. Like you, I wanted to felt
that my presence was making a difference. I was used to working
with deadlines and high pressure positions and in my last job at
the company I could do my work in less than two hours.
My boss didn't come in until the afternoon and most of the day
was spent twiddling my thumbs. I had to go. I stayed at home for
a couple of years pursuing some creative things I had wanted to
do all my life.
When I went back to work I worked in the Public School system. I
loved it, although the money was a fraction of my previous
salary.
Now, I am going back to school and when I re-enter the work
force it will be for something to do with children, in an
educational way, but not as a teacher.
[/quote]
I am completely on my own so I have to make a decent living. I
can choose to live a very simple life of course but that time I
don't think has come yet. If I had a choice, I would have spent
half my time researching and studying stuff I am truly
passionate about and the other half I would have spent with
people who need help.
Working with children would be so nice. I love children. It's
just that growing up I never knew what I'd really wanted. I am
glad though that you are on the right track. I work in a very
big corporate world and sometimes, I feel a bit tired
especially, you know, when you have a bad day and you feel you
need someone to talk to, but then there's nobody there. But then
the next day, you forget about that too.
We live in a very pretentious world. People are just so into
fake stuff always trying to be somebody they are not. It turns
me completely off. Anyway...I am sure I am here for a reason.
#Post#: 5235--------------------------------------------------
Re: Get it out of your System!
By: thetruth Date: December 9, 2013, 9:46 pm
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[quote author=Emma link=topic=251.msg5216#msg5216
date=1386637533]
[quote author=thetruth link=topic=251.msg5169#msg5169
date=1386587515]
[quote author=Emma link=topic=251.msg5155#msg5155
date=1386551974]
This is not something I want to get it out of my system in the
same sense but sometimes I wish though that I was in some kind
of Service oriented job - like a social worker or even a nurse
(not a doctor) where I am directly in contact with someone who
needs help. But all I do is help my company make more money.
Though I am very grateful for my job and I do love it, and my
sincerity is never in question, but it still doesn't give me
that satisfaction when I help someone directly.
But what is great about our company is that, it does allow
people to pursue their dreams in some way. For example, I just
finished our Holiday Hamper with the help of a few others. We
adopted a family of 5 (mother and 4 young children) and we held
a couple of events to raise enough money to buy them almost
everything on their wishlist. At first, we had to go with the
most basic needs first but then Ryan (the 8 year old) wanted an
electronic Reader and I just couldn't find enough money to buy
one, but in the end luck opened up and I was able to buy one for
him, so that made me very happy. Otherwise I was going to buy
one for him. I did contribute some money and some CDs, DVDs etc.
Also, I held another charity project called "Coin Wars" in the
middle of this year and we were able to raise more money than
we'd expected. All went to United Way. I do this all in my spare
time albeit through work and some other charity work so I am at
least grateful that I can contribute to humanity in a small way
though I'd like to do much, much more to be honest. Maybe my
life will take a turning point at some point who knows really.
[/quote]
Your story exactly mirrors mine. I had a decent job, making good
money, but I felt so unfulfilled. Like you, I wanted to felt
that my presence was making a difference. I was used to working
with deadlines and high pressure positions and in my last job at
the company I could do my work in less than two hours.
My boss didn't come in until the afternoon and most of the day
was spent twiddling my thumbs. I had to go. I stayed at home for
a couple of years pursuing some creative things I had wanted to
do all my life.
When I went back to work I worked in the Public School system. I
loved it, although the money was a fraction of my previous
salary.
Now, I am going back to school and when I re-enter the work
force it will be for something to do with children, in an
educational way, but not as a teacher.
[/quote]
I am completely on my own so I have to make a decent living. I
can choose to live a very simple life of course but that time I
don't think has come yet. If I had a choice, I would have spent
half my time researching and studying stuff I am truly
passionate about and the other half I would have spent with
people who need help.
Working with children would be so nice. I love children. It's
just that growing up I never knew what I'd really wanted. I am
glad though that you are on the right track. I work in a very
big corporate world and sometimes, I feel a bit tired
especially, you know, when you have a bad day and you feel you
need someone to talk to, but then there's nobody there. But then
the next day, you forget about that too.
We live in a very pretentious world. People are just so into
fake stuff always trying to be somebody they are not. It turns
me completely off. Anyway...I am sure I am here for a reason.
[/quote]
It took many years to get here, but I don't regret the journey.
Now, I have little, but I have peace.
You are where you are, because that's where you're supposed to
be.
Timing is everything,
And your time is yet to come.
Then, it will be the best time, but not a moment before.
You are needed where you are, that's why you're there.
Good luck.
#Post#: 5558--------------------------------------------------
Re: Get it out of your System!
By: thetruth Date: December 14, 2013, 11:15 am
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Update:
I found out that she had done what I suspected. It took me about
six calls and the runaround, but I finally got through to them
that it was fraud. I guess they didn't want to be involved so
they cleared my account up, sent me a refund for the
overcharging, and zeroed out my account.
Then, I had to deal with her by letting her know that I was onto
her. She's funny, she swore to God that she didn't do it, but at
the same time said she would call to straighten it out. Which
she did, because the next day her name was off of my account.
Unreal.
#Post#: 5561--------------------------------------------------
Re: Get it out of your System!
By: Emma Date: December 14, 2013, 12:56 pm
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I was wondering if there's a way to avoid all this because it
seems like if she can do it once she'll probably do it again.
One of my best friends sister is quite sick too. I am amazed how
different they are in characters even when they were exposed to
similar environments growing up, and yet I find her so rude,
mean and extremely selfish. And her sister, my friend, is quite
the opposite.
It's almost never the gene (which mostly makes the protein btw)
and it's almost never the environment, but something far beyond
- something that is still not within our knowledge. You just
have to wonder why some people haven't evolved as much as others
and as the bigger questions. But I am also aware of people who
looked and acted perfectly normal and yet, they were found as
the worst killers in human history. They simply acted to have
the archetype values like love, truth, justice, empathy, beauty,
innocence etc. but in truth, they had none of these qualities.
What they had instead was absolutely and utterly quite the
opposite. These are even bigger mysteries out there.
For example, I was watching a documentary on Dennis Rader,
otherwise known as the BTK killer (bound, torture and kill, he
used this as his signature), and I found out as usual growing up
he used to torture animals before killing them (this had led me
to ask question to children, 'do you love animals' because I
believe it's fundamental in identifying a disturbing character
and take necessary actions from early on if possible). And he
continued to do that once he grew up but this time, he went one
step further and made human beings his main target.
Now if you read his bio on wiki, you will see this, "Rader was a
member of Christ Lutheran Church and had been elected president
of the Congregation Council. He was also a Cub Scout leader. On
July 26, 2005, after Rader's arrest, Sedgwick County District
Judge Eric Yost waived the usual 60-day waiting period and
granted an immediate divorce for his wife, agreeing that her
mental health was in danger. Rader did not contest the divorce,
and the 34-year marriage was ended. Paula Rader said in her
divorce petition that her mental and physical condition has been
adversely affected by the marriage."
What I found amusing is that, despite killing at least 10 people
he had a 34 year long marriage and his wife only mentioned how
much she was affected by the marriage after Rader got caught.
Surely she should have noticed some of the disturbing behaviour
much before? Perhaps she was in denial.
But anyway, what really amuses me is that, there are some people
like Rader among us (perhaps not all are so extreme but
disturbing enough to cause endless trouble) and we do notice
them but unfortunately not to the point it should be noted. Even
online you will come off repeated offenders otherwise known as
posters, but there's something very disturbing about them if you
pay attention.
#Post#: 5562--------------------------------------------------
Re: Get it out of your System!
By: Emma Date: December 14, 2013, 1:05 pm
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[quote author=thetruth link=topic=251.msg5235#msg5235
date=1386647190]
It took many years to get here, but I don't regret the journey.
Now, I have little, but I have peace.
You are where you are, because that's where you're supposed to
be.
Timing is everything,
And your time is yet to come.
Then, it will be the best time, but not a moment before.
You are needed where you are, that's why you're there.
Good luck.
[/quote]
Thanks TT. I don't feel of course that I am here only by chance
and the road or the journey that I am on, is mere by chance or a
series of coincidences. I do believe we create our own reality
through thoughts and the choices that we make are fundamental
for our growth. These choices or decisions are made
unconsciously but then again, the unconscious level is our true
reality and our higher self reside there, so the instructions
come directly from there. All the 'bad choices' that we'd made
in the past, were those really bad choices? I truly don't
believe so. That's why, like you, I can't afford to regret. It
made me who I am today after all.
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