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How have your senses been affected by NCR and / or face-pulling?
DIR By: Tyler
Date: May 13, 2013, 6:56 pm
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Today, I stepped outside onto the porch in my family's back yard
to watch Vincent, the family cat, stroll out into the backyard.
I have done so countless times in the past, so there was nothing
about the circumstance that felt out of the ordinary. While
standing on the porch, however, I was compelled to stick around
and to look out into the yard albeit I could not immediately
discern what held my gaze.
It took a moment to discern the reason why I felt so ensnared by
a vision I have beheld countless times in the past, but it
eventually dawned on me how beautiful the trees were; then,
subsequently, I realized how much my eyesight had changed since
I began face-pulling. I am myopic, like a good majority of the
population, and while it is true that my vision has not become
all that much sharper, witnessing nature in particular is almost
overwhelming at times now because my perception of colour has
become more vibrant, and my depth perception has become such
that I feel a little more integrated into my surroundings. It is
such a difficult thing to quantify in words...
Staring up into the pine leaves of a giant tree, it was as if I
was inside of a living, breathing painting. It was beautiful
beyond my capacity to express in words... although, unlike my
brief experiences on the empathy drug called 'MDMA', it did not
put me into overwhelming ecstasy, which I was grateful for. In a
short explanation, it was serene, eternal beauty... and it
shocked me to realize that such a marvel had been outside behind
the back porch for the past two years that I lived here.
I wonder if anybody else has had a similar experience. Have you
been struck by something beautiful lately, that you wouldn't
have normally perceived as such? It is bizarre, and still sounds
a little insane, but as I become prettier, it seems that my
perception of the external world also increases in objective
beauty. It feels, at times, as if I'm becoming united with my
surroundings, and can begin to identify with the external world,
instead of simply perceiving it.
I cannot wait for summer, to begin taking long hikes amongst
natural artifacts!
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Re: How have your senses been affected by NCR and / or
face-pulling?
DIR By: FebruaryRichard
Date: October 14, 2013, 10:47 am
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It's a really nice feeling, glad you feel like that. I used to
feel like that, all the time. Until my orthodontics fucked me
up. Now I'm here to claim what was always mine.
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