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Re: Sejun/Loren
DIR By: Al0909
Date: October 20, 2021, 9:19 am
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I nodded and went to find a couch or something. I sat down and
looked around in the living room. I spotted toys on the floor,
that didn't really look like cat toys, the cat (hona eller hane?
posta bild i tråden kanske, på david också om vi hitta nån söt
unge) jumped on the couch too and sniffed at my hand before
mewoing and then he/she lied down in my lap. I stroked it's fur.
Daniel would love your kitty for sure. I got a feeling you might
have a kid, or so and that would maybe explain why you had to
work with your well work. I had had no idea, of course we didn't
really know each other. I waited for you to come out of the
shower, and tried not to think about that a very pretty girl was
showering right now and that you were in fact naked. Man I felt
hot and bothered suddenly. I heard a knock on the door and
carefully lifted up the cat from my lap. I felt weird answering
your door but you were in the shower. I went to open.
"Yes?" I saw an older woman with a small child in her arms.
"Hello," she said, eyebrow raised, she had never seen me before
obviously. But since I answered the door and I was in your
apartment she figured I was your friend, she handed David to me.
"I got to run, I have a meeting, so yes, tell Loren I just gave
him some food," my eyes widened but I held David to me, who
looked so sleepy, his little hand grabbed onto my shirt.
"Er yes of course," I said and the lady left. I managed to shut
the door and headed into the living room with David. He clung
onto me. I wasn't used to babies but I liked kids. I sat down on
the couch and held him, he was leaning his little head against
me, clearly tired. "Hey there," I said and cradled him gently.
(jag hade ju dött och bah okej have my babies, är ju nått med
män som är kärleksfulla mot barn och djur)
#Post#: 69--------------------------------------------------
Re: Sejun/Loren
DIR By: jennipeo
Date: October 20, 2021, 9:26 am
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I soon came out again wearing (see outfit). I hadn't heard the
door. Yeah well, David's playpen was right behind the couch, and
well, I hadn't really cleaned up his toys after all. I came out
of the bathroom, walking over to you with a sigh. Okay, you'd
probably figured it out, I'd have to explain everything... Shit,
this was such a bad idea. I felt a bit anxious, honestly, but I
then saw how you sat with David in your arms, speaking to him so
gently and holding him so gently. And the cat was next to you as
well on the couch and I raised my eyebrows. Okay, so look at
that. I was honestly surprised as I walked over and I had a seat
next to you and I glanced at you and I then leaned out to stroke
David's little head some, stroking his hair a bit as I sighed
then.
"So uh... I can... put him down so we can uh... eat?" I
suggested as I watched you. I didn't know how to take the
conversation like 'hey I'm a teen mom by the way and I just
tried to sell myself to you', so instead I apparently decided to
not take that conversation at all. I mean, it's not like... you
didn't get it, but how did one even start talking about that?
"Uh, the cat's called Poppy by the way... ANd uh, that's David"
I stated as I watched you. "So uh... David and Poppy became
friends, and Poppy was... sick, clearly. So yeah, now we live
here together" I explained to you then.
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Re: Sejun/Loren
DIR By: Al0909
Date: October 20, 2021, 9:41 am
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"Hello David and Poppy," I said and stroked the cat's fur, she
wanted my attention too but let David have it for now. I smiled
at you. "He looks like you," I was like the least judging person
on the planet.
"I can put him down if you want, where's his bed?" I asked and
stood up gently, holding David like a pro, yet having no real
experience with babies, yet it came naturally to me.
"I get it now by the way why...you need to do what you do, it's
big of you to sacrifice yourself for your kid like that, you
seem to be a good mom," you seemed to be doing all you could for
your son and I admired that. "Right ehm the lady who brought him
over says she fed him so yeah probably nap time right?" you
looked really great in that outfit. I was hoping you and I could
become friends now, a part of me hoped for more. I felt
attracted to you, which was new to me for sure.
#Post#: 85--------------------------------------------------
Re: Sejun/Loren
DIR By: jennipeo
Date: October 20, 2021, 10:45 am
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I smiled as I watched you withmy kids, or well, with my son and
cat. But they were both like my kids in one way.
"Oh, thank you... The bed's in my bedroom. OVer there" I pointed
to it as I watched you.
"He does? Thanks..." I sighed some as I smiled at you. "Yeah, I
mean, he's... my pride and joy so" I stated as I smiled some. I
got up as well and I went with you whilst you were to put David
down. The boy was sleepy after all. I watched you then as you
spoke and I sighed, but I smiled weakly.
"Thank you, Sejun..." I murmured out then. That honestly meant a
lot and I sighed. "Le'ts just say I'm not... proud of it, but...
It gives us a roof over our heads and I mean, look at him, he's
well fed, he's well clothed, he's happy... That's obviously my
priority so..." I stated as I watched you with a little smile.
"Yeah, I think there's a nap time coming on, he's usually tired
when he's eaten. He's pretty... energetic when he's not napping
though, so you know" I stated with a little smile
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Re: Sejun/Loren
DIR By: Al0909
Date: October 20, 2021, 11:24 am
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I gently put David down in his crib and tugged him in, he
grabbed my finger though and I smiled. He was the sweetest and I
let him hold it for a while and then I pulled it out of his grip
and then I turned to you.
"Let's eat," I wondered where David's dad was but I felt like I
didn't want to like snoop around in your business, we didn't
know each other well. "Can't be easy for you doing this on your
own," I said as we left the bedroom and went back to living
room. "Let's eat, I am starving," I dropped back down on the
couch.
"How old is he?" I asked. Poppy purred and lied down in my lap.
I scratched her head. You seemed to also really like animals and
children. "I mean David not the cat," I began to unpack the bag
with the food. I unwrapped a burrito. I felt so at ease somehow,
I didn't normally do that around girls, yet I also wanted you to
like me. Was I like into you?
#Post#: 97--------------------------------------------------
Re: Sejun/Loren
DIR By: jennipeo
Date: October 21, 2021, 2:27 pm
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I kept my eyes at you as he played iwth your finger like that,
or held it rather, and you just let him do it as if it was the
most obvious thing on the planet somehow. I bit my lip some. I
couldn't be doing this. I couldn't be getting into someone like
you. It'd never work. sure, you might not judge me, but it
didn't mean that you weren't human and knew what I were, and
even if not... I'd ruin you.
I nodded in agreement and we went back out of the bedroom and It
ugged the bedroom door closed carefully as I went to get glassse
and stuff and I then went to have a seat with you and I smiled
at you.
"He's one and a half now" I stated as I smiled at you. 2But it
feels like he's older. Not like that he's... acting... older
than a 18 month old, but he's.. It's just so obvious you know,
somehow? It feels like he's been a part of my life for...
forever basically" I stated as I smiled some.
"It's um... Yeah, I guess it's not easy... But I wouldn't change
it for anything sitll... He's... my whole world, so" I smiled
some as I watched Poppy. "As are you Poppy, don't be jelly" I
stated with a little smile and I sighed then.
"He's not involved, by the way. I mean, you're not asking but I
guess that you've figured already, so. Yeah, it's me, David and
Pops" I stated then.
"What about your uh... Family I mean?" I asked then.
#Post#: 100--------------------------------------------------
Re: Sejun/Loren
DIR By: Al0909
Date: October 21, 2021, 2:49 pm
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"David's really cute, and I am impressed by you," I admitted.
"Can I ask why he's not involved? I don't mean to pry but I am
curious. Was he like... I mean did you two date and then you got
pregnant or...?" I couldn't imaging being a teen dad for sure.
Yet I had a strange feeling I wouldn't mind being there for
David if that meant I also got to be with you. I played with my
crucifix again, bad habit when I was a bit nervous.
"I live in a house with my mother, father and my older brother
Daniel, I am adopted, I don't really know what went down with my
birth parents but I am happy with the family I grew up in, my
dad's a priest, my mom used to be a nurse," I wanted to know my
birth parents too but I was sure God had meant for me to grew up
the way I had.
"Where are your parents? Aren't they helping you with this?"
they should help you with this, David was their grandson after
all. But then again my birth parents hadn't wanted me so maybe I
got it somehow. I poured up drinks for us before handing you a
burrito.
#Post#: 104--------------------------------------------------
Re: Sejun/Loren
DIR By: jennipeo
Date: October 25, 2021, 11:31 am
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I watched you surprised. Impressed by me? That was the first
time someone had ever said that to me, at least after David came
into the picture so to speak. Everyone was just disappointed
with me, well, apart from David I hoped. That was what mattered.
I watched you and I smiled some and I nodded.
"No, of course you can..." I stated then. Honestly you were
prying a bit, and I didn't... want to open up to just about
anyone, but I felt like you asked because you really cared and
were curious, Poppy loved you, David had already accepted you,
and, well, I... I needed someone too. It was nice to have
someone ask and show that they cared. Honestly. Plus, you just
seemed so... well, pure and good throughout?
"We..." I sighed then. "We went to the same school and all,
though he's two years older" I explained. "And uh... well, there
was this party. I had had a crush on him for ages, but I hadn't
really... done anything with anyone before, so well... I had a
little too much to drink, as did he I guess, I don't know" I
stated. Honestly, a part of me wanted to think he'd had too much
to drink, annother felt like he probably knew what he was doing.
"I ended up, uh, staying the night, and... well, when he found
out, he just told me to have an abortion. That's that, really" I
stated then as I watched you and Is miled some. I kept my eyes
on you as you played with your crucifix like that.
"Why do you do that?" I asked then. "Again, noot meaning to pry
either, but I'm curious too..." I stated then.
"Oh, you're adopted" I stated then. "So, uh, I mean... Does it
feel like... your adoptive family is your family then?" I asked.
I had had been thinking about giving David up for adoption, but
everytime I had thought about it he'd kicked or donne something
that changed my mind.
"Oh, a nurse and a priest. Explains why you come across as
caring and nurturing" I stated as I smiled some. I mean pets and
babies picked up on that, didn't they?
"Is Daniel adopted too?" I asked, wanting to know pretty uch
everything here.
"Oh, uh... They wanted me to have the abortion too. I refused,
so... they told me they might forgive me if I give him up for
adoption... They haven't spoken to me since they kicked me out
when I told them I'm keeping him" I stated as I smild some, but
well, obviously that hurt. I watched you pouring up and I smiled
some as I took the burrito. My parents were really religious,
and well, I had failed their faith.
#Post#: 106--------------------------------------------------
Re: Sejun/Loren
DIR By: Al0909
Date: October 25, 2021, 12:02 pm
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A part of me wished we had met in some different way, now you
probably thought my friends were stupid and sort of perverted
but you would be right, they did talk about girls and sex a lot.
I just tried to have another view of the matter, I wanted to
find love. Of course I was a teenage boy and hormones were on
the fritz but I could hold it together. To me it sounded like
you had been raped by that asshole. That bugged me like hell.
"I would never go for a girl who's drunk," I said. "Why do I...
oh yeah you mean this? Just habit, when I am nervous or
pressured you know?" you were just so beautiful and strong, yet
you seemed sad. Suddenly I and an urge to take your hand, damn
burrito in the way though. I settled for patting your shoulder,
and man I felt so many sparks flew through me. Was this how it
felt to like someone? I had just met you. But I had seen you in
school and I had noticed that you were beautiful there too.
"Daniel is my older brother and no he's not adopted he is my
parents biological son but there was complications when he was
born and my mother couldn't have more children, but they wanted
another kid, so God put me in their path I guess, and yeah they
are my family, and I love them deeply, " I wanted to ask more
about David's father but I wasn't sure if that was a sore
subject for you, if he in fact had used you, that would scar you
for sure.
"Would you mind hanging out with me again? I mean we can bring
David if we need to, I wouldn't mind at all," was I asking for a
date? I wasn't sure, and there I went playing with the crucifix
again. "Do you believe in God?"
#Post#: 119--------------------------------------------------
Re: Sejun/Loren
DIR By: jennipeo
Date: October 26, 2021, 9:25 am
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Honestly, I thought your friends were just guys somehow. This is
sort of how people viewed girls I felt.
I watched you as you stated that and I smiled some. "Yeah, I
know oyu wouldn't" I stated before I shook my head. "It's okay,
it's not... I think he waws pretty wasted too. I mean, I think
we both... hd had too much to drink" I stated, but I didn't
know, I was really drunk.
"Yeah, right, that" I stated as I watched you surprised and I
smiled then. "Do I make you feel nerrvous or pressured?" I asked
then. "I hope you... don't feel uncomfortbale? I mean, it's okay
if you do, I'm not... forcing you to be here or anything, you
don't owe me anything just because your friends... well... Yeah.
Just please don't menttion this to anyone. I mean if it comes
out that I work with... that and that I have a son... you know?"
I asked. "Oh, and I don't do... that... a lot in my job. It's
just... when it's... really tight or... with... certai people" I
stated as I frowned some. "Just so you know. It's not... my main
livelyhood" I explained. I felt you pat my shoulder then and I
turned to watch you and wow, yeah. Sparks. Oh shit Loren. You
really are a train wreck when it comes to guys, huh? First you
go for the douche and have his kid, and when you're at rock
bottom, so far from being a good religious girl, you go for the
priest's kid? Seriously?
"Oh, I see..." I stated as I watched you and I smiled some. "I'm
glad you... feel that way" I stated. I wondered if David would
have too. Damn, I couldn't even. I was too selfish. Though it
was my main mission with life to make sure David didn't suffer
from anything, that he'd always be happy.
"No, of course not, I mean... I like spending time with you.
this is nice" I stated as I watched you. "But yeah, David...
he's going to be around..." I stated then. I mean, he would be
around for years and years to come, so well, he came with it.
But honestly, youhad seemed so great with David. Maybe you'd be
okaky with baby istting him sometime when I worked. Which alone
was a huge step, I didn't trust David with anyone. I didn't dare
to see your suggestion as a date though.
"I..." I sighed. "I mean, I did... I did believe in god" I
stated. "Now I feel like... my parents turning their backs
against me, me being left with the kid whilst the guy's in
jail... I mean... The things I have to do to keep him safe... I
guess it's easier to believe there's not a god rather than
question why... I had to face these hardships you know?" I asked
then.
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