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Manu/Matt 3
DIR By: Al0909
Date: October 18, 2021, 8:44 am
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I wanted to do more yet I felt like this was too much and too
fast, Luiz was like yesterday not even 24 hours ago. It was just
so good to make out with you and I just feel deeper into the
kiss while I let my hand touch your soft hair. I stroked your
arm, not sure if we were going for more than this, should I
undress myself or you? Why did I need to overthink everything?
It wasn’t sexy to overthink everything. I should just relax and
try to be in the moment. I sucked on your lower lip slightly
before pulling back a little to look at you.
”Wow,” I stated. ”That was really…”
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Från: jenni peo <jennipeoroleplay@hotmail.com>
Skickat: Thursday, October 14, 2021 11:07:02 PM
Till: Alice Sköldqvist <alice_skoldqvist@outlook.com>
Ämne: Sv: Manu/Matt 3
I smiled at you. Yeah, what movie? Or what? I smiled as I felt
you stroking my cheek. Why wre you just so amazing? Was that
fair on the rest of the world? Probably not. I smiled against
your lips as I felt you iniate the kiss and I grinned some
before I kissed you back, and it didn't take long until I
deepened the kiss, basically looking for permissio to get to
taste you some. Damn, I wanted to taste everything. I couldn't
help it, I obviously wondered what you tasted like.
I wrapped my arms around you to tug you closer to me gently,
strokign the small of your back and the other hand stroked over
your neck as I smiled against your lips. How could I not want to
do more? I mean I was just human, how could I not want to do
more?
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Ämne: Manu/Matt 3
I forgot that we were supposed to be watching a movie and just
looked at you instead, taking in your so handsome experience, I
loved your little grin as well, it was hot. I found myself
stroking your cheek and then I kissed you softly without having
meant to do that, I just liked to kiss you now, and my heart did
a little summersault in my chest. I put away the bowl of
popcorn. I wished I hadn’t eaten them now since popcorn in your
teeth was maybe not so sexy, but I hadn’t had that many. I
wasn’t sure how far I wanted to take this but for now, just
making out felt nice.
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Skickat: den 14 oktober 2021 17:52
Till: Alice Sköldqvist
Ämne: Sv: Manu/Matt 2
I smiled at you as I nodded. Yeah the movie type of thing. So
maybe I was fooled, but when the movie was okay for that amount
of time I actually started trusting it almost, bt that didn't
last long, did it? I jerked some when it actually did start
getting scary and Ih eld your hand some and I glanced at you
then.
"No? I'm not great either" I finally admitted with a nervous
chuckle. Yeah, I wasn't good with these movies. Imagine you not
being either. Godo thing though we watched a spanish movie
though, my eyes tended to get tired when it was dark altogether,
especially if I'd used my head a lot in day.
I turned to watch you as I felt you watch me and I kept my eyes
on youu, smiling that grinish smile of mine as I got stuck with
my eyes in yours. Fuck you were just so damn beautiful weren't
yoou?
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Re: Manu/Matt 3
DIR By: jennipeo
Date: October 18, 2021, 10:29 am
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I smiled against your lips. Well, obviously I wanted more, but
yet again, I probably wouldn't mind waiting since, well, I
didn't want to be a dick in this. I wanted to be a good guy, I
wanted to like be... trustworthy, good, all of that. You
deserved all of that, and I was usually so far from that. I
didn't want that though, I wanted, like to be... good. I smiled
as I felt you suck on my lip like that and I chuckled as I saw
your reaction.
"Yeah, wow" I agreed as I breathed out some and I stroked your
cheek gently. "How are you so handsome even?" I asked then
confused as I chuckled some and I smimled at you. This was far
better than horror movies though, but yeah, I obviously wanted
you...
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Re: Manu/Matt 3
DIR By: Al0909
Date: October 18, 2021, 11:26 am
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I smiled at you not sure where we were going now? I was nervous
obviously, I just didn't want to be boring, man I had to stop
comparing myself to Luiz. There had been like not questions
there probably. You two had surely just gone for it, sex. Not
that I had been there. I was making this worse for myself. I
smiled and reached the popcorn again and grabbed a few. Not
eating them though. I tried to look at the screen and if there
was in fact something freaky going on I didn't really see it.
You two had probably spoken spanish to each other. I didn't know
more spanish than like, hola, como estaz? I wasn't measuring up
to adventures Luiz for sure. I was just... Who didn't know how
to take the next step? Like should I take my clothes off, throw
myself on you? How were we even doing this? Like who would be on
top? Both things scared the hell out of me for sure. I didn't
even notice that my hearing was acting up again. I squeezed my
hand around the popcorn and they got crushed in my hand. Yes no
clue, what was going on now? Like sex right? Like now? Yeah,
just do it. It's no big deal. For sure, I mean yeah it was just
doing it that was needed and it would be great, I could be like
Luiz, not that I had to but man I wanted to be cool, sexy.
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Re: Manu/Matt 3
DIR By: jennipeo
Date: October 19, 2021, 1:51 am
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I smiled at you as I noticed you took some popcorn like that and
I turned to glance at the screen before I watched you again. It
seemed like your eyes weren't really following the screen
though. It was like you just watched what was in front of you
and that that happened to be the screen? I sighed some as I
reached out to take your hand with the popcorn. I opened it and
removed the smashed popcorn from it before I took your hand in
mine instead and I kept my eyes on you.
"Matt? What's going on?" I asked then. I mean, clearly I noticed
you were lost in your own thoughts here, and well, I was worried
that it wasn't in a good way. It's not liek you had to share
every single thought with me, but I wanted to know what was
going on in that head of yours if it was something that bothered
you at least. I didn't want you to feel bothered. I squeezed
your hand some as I kept my eyes on you.
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Re: Manu/Matt 3
DIR By: Al0909
Date: October 19, 2021, 7:15 am
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It was so dark in here I had seen your lips move but I hadn't
heard you at all, I had caught that you said my name but not
more than that. I didn't want you to know that I couldn't really
hear though. Damaged was what I was for sure. I blinked and then
I tugged my hand from your's and stood up.
"I need some air," I felt dizzy. Yep well balance was also an
issue at times, (sitter ju örat så att säga) I swayed slightly.
Okay yeah this was coming on strong. It was a damn job to hide
this from everyone. I was upset so yeah it made things worse
often. Also I felt like I couldn't breathe. That was new. What
was wrong with me? I didn't get this. I headed out from the dorm
room and headed towards the exit, jup dire need of air. But I
felt almost like when I had been drunk. I knew I must act like a
lunatic but this wasn't happening. I couldn't be like Luiz. It
was just not how I worked. Sure I had needs too, but it made me
all panicky to think about sex and all that. God I felt like
shit right now. I found a bench outside and sat down. I couldn't
hear anything. Every time this happened I was scared it would
stick that it would be permanent.
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Re: Manu/Matt 3
DIR By: jennipeo
Date: October 19, 2021, 7:40 am
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I stared at you as you stood up and I looked confused indeed.
Well, alright, air it was. I followed though, I wasn't
comfortable with leaving you around in what seemed like a panic
attack of sorts. Honestly after all, it didn't seem too good. I
hurried over to you as I saw how you sat down and I crouched
down before you and I took your hands gently as I watched you,
my eyebrows raised and my eyes really shining with the worry I
felt right now.
"Matt?" I asked then as I bit my lip some and kept my eyes on
you. "What's going on?" I asked worriedly.
"Please talk to me, I'm worried..."
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Re: Manu/Matt 3
DIR By: Al0909
Date: October 19, 2021, 10:46 am
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I gasped when you were suddenly there in front of me, having not
heard that you followed me. I saw your lips move but my mind was
too stressed out to have caught any of that.
"W-what? I can't really hear," I was worried I sounded like an
idiot too. I had no idea how loud I was talking. I didn't want
to talk much when I was like this. I tugged my hands from your's
and crossed my arms over my chest.
"I just need a while, it will be fine," I hoped, but I was upset
and that always made this worse.
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Re: Manu/Matt 3
DIR By: jennipeo
Date: October 19, 2021, 11:02 am
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I watched you and I nodded some, smiling a bit calmlingly, or
tried to anyway. You couldn't hear? Yeha sometimes attacks did
that, didn't they? Make your ears ring so much you couldn't
really hear clearly.
"Hey, it''s okay..." I tried then as I kept my eyes on you.
"Just take a couple of deep breaths, okay? You will be fine, I
promise...." I stated, I spoke slower now, maybe you seeing me
speak slowly would sort of make you calm down. I didn't really
know, I was at a loss. I usually didn't tend for people like
this honestly. Not that i didn't want to, I just rarely had that
connection with someone. But again, I didn't feel comfortable
leaving you alone in the middle of an attack like this, but I di
drespect that you didn't want to hold my hands right now.
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Re: Manu/Matt 3
DIR By: Al0909
Date: October 19, 2021, 11:09 am
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I tried to breathe slower but it wouldn't make the problem go
away. It could last for hours, days even sometimes. I didn't say
anything more, not know what to say anyway. I was a mess, I
liked you a lot and you had told me not to compare with Luiz but
I did anyway. Your experience scared me, like when I had none
myself, and the whole you didn't do relationships really. It was
just a lot. I didn't expect to feel this way about you, I had
just thought I would get a new roommate who would ignore me like
everyone else, but that wasn't really how it had gone down. To
be honest I wanted to be left alone.
(Manu vet att han blev knuffad i en trappa och har problem med
öronen)
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Re: Manu/Matt 3
DIR By: jennipeo
Date: October 19, 2021, 3:24 pm
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(Juste, thanks. Har så mkt i huvudet att jag glömde)
"Hey, here" I stated as I watched you. "My lips, okay?" I asked,
even pointing at them so that you would know I tried to talk to
you.
"I'm worried about you, okay?" I asked then. "Please tell me
what you're thinking about?" I stated, I spoke slowly still,
wanting to make sure you could in fact catch what I was saying.
Yeah, well, you'd have to tell met o leave and I would resect
it, but it wouldn't feel good. I hated this, seeing you this
well, upset. It just hurt somehow, because you deserved so much
more than this, and well, it bugged me. It just did. I was so
worried about you.
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