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       #Post#: 1121--------------------------------------------------
       Dawn Journal
       By: Roka Date: February 15, 2013, 1:28 am
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       [center] Background [/center]
       Roka Velius, born to Celia and Mike Velius in a old town called
       Naminone on a island quite a distance from japan. They were a
       happy married couple, and they named Roka because of the
       sounding 'Ro-ka' and the meaning of its' words: Wave, due to
       Celia's love for the waves from the ocean. But soon after Roka's
       birth, they were attacked by a pack of demon wolves and Mike was
       seriously injured. Even though Mike survived, he actually died
       and was possessed by one of the demon wolf. Three months later,
       he killed Celia using a mysterious illness when she attempt to
       flee the island with her son in fears of the demon's wraith.
       
       [center]---[/center]
       Roka suffers nothing but abuses, tortures, and hellish
       experiences from his strange abusive father. The peoples that
       lived in the town assumed he was possessed by a demon, lost his
       spirit when his wife died, or hated his son. Of course no one
       know the real truth... The demon wanted to kill Roka, but was
       strangely wary of him, instead he tortures him, in hope he would
       dies.
       As he was growing up, Roka founded musics that help him escape
       reality whenever he find peaceful places. And then he met a
       strange lost boy who was called Kuro because of his Black hair,
       eyes, and a black band around his neck. They became friends and
       he even taught Roka many things, including to have fun and to
       smiles.
       [center]---[/center]
       It didn't last long when his father found out about Kuro... Mike
       punished his son by inflicing a large cut on Roka's back with a
       big butcher knife, cutting from Roka's left shoulder down to his
       right hip in diagonal direction. It was one of his worst scars
       he had to bear because it reminded him of Kuro's disappearance
       from that day... never to be seen again, since then he began to
       hide his feelings and carry on.
       When he was seven, a stray demon broke into the house and
       brutally killed his father infront of Roka to feast on infront
       of Roka, who was being tortured again by Mike. However, before
       Mike was killed, he revealed that he was the one who killed and
       hidden Kuro away... Learning the truth of Kuro's disappearance
       and from the frighten experiences from the spider demon, Ankur
       awoken and protected him, that was also when he gotten his
       second glimps of the Realm of New Life...
       He ran away from the broken house as the polices came, and
       stumble upon a woman named Nadia, who claimed to be a very close
       friend of Celia Velius... Roka was taken to Cerulean City with
       Nadia and since then been living at the orphanage, becoming
       fonds of kids and continues to hide his feelings as his scars
       and past haunt him...
       [center]Ankur, the Guardian of New Life[/center]
       One of the day sleeping on a hill with Kuro, he was taken to a
       world of endless dawn skies... he was surprise by the floating
       islands and felt like it was his home. Since he looked like he
       was flying, he taken joys in it and explores the realms. The
       trip was short though as he stopped at one of the floating
       island where there was a strange stone marking. When he touch
       it, many voices were heard in his mind, all from different
       peoples. He learned that he was Ankur, the guardian of New Life
       and one of the five great gate keepers. After hearing other
       voices where he couldn't understand, he was suddenly awoken.
       Shaking his head, he wonders waht it meant...
       He didn't get another glimpses until the fateful day... after
       the demon killed his father, the spider demon suddenly stopped
       in his track and couldn't move and soon was engufted in the
       lights when it try to attack Roka. Taking this as a chance, Roka
       ran out of the house after taking the pistol from Mike's room.
       He kept running and running, as far as he can go, he suddenly
       tripped over the hill and fell unconcious. It was there he was
       taken to the realm of New life again, only... it was
       different...
       Instead he was greeted with the terrible destructions... there
       were many destroyed islands, crumbling down and there were some
       on flames. There were armies of all kinds of flying demons
       attacking them. He notice himself having a strange dagger and
       chains were around him. 'I need to find Sable and the others to
       protect them!' Roka was surprise by this though and notice that
       he was being pursued by the small armies of powerful dragons
       along with other flying demons and flew away to escape their
       pursue. Unexpectably, Ankur get shot in the back by one of their
       blast. As he was falling through the skies, he suddenly awoken
       by a woman named Nadia... and since then, he never gotten any
       glimpses or memories as his own past haunt him...
       #Post#: 2238--------------------------------------------------
       Important Changes
       By: Roka Date: February 23, 2013, 6:09 pm
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       [center]Important Changes[/center]
       • Roka moved into a new apartment  with Sindell after the
       orphanage moved out of the city to a different one, far away
       enough for their safety. From that points, the orphanages lies
       empty now.
       • After talking with logan regarding his weapons, logan
       purchased Blade knuckles and a browning Hi-powered pistol along
       with hollow point and exploding rounds bullets for Roka. He
       tossed his father's pistol and use his new pistol.
       • He started to work at Nihonkai Cafe, where for some reasons he
       became popular there, but he was clueless and was rather unaware
       of this. There are varies of Co-workers, with the main including
       female manager, Fiona Yusa, green hairs and eyes, 24 year old.
       [i]Two female Co-workers
       Rena Mikazuki, brown hair and hazel eyes, 17 year old.
       Shizuka Marikawa, blonde hair and blue eyes, 18 year old.
       Three male Co-workers
       Eric Kusunoki, dirty blonde hairs and green eyes, 19 year old.
       Kodato Hasegawa, black hair and brown eyes, 15 year old.
       Sora Kunato, sandy blonde and deeppink eyes, 16 year old.[/i]
       • Sub-weapons: BHP Pistol and blade knuckles
       #Post#: 2613--------------------------------------------------
       The Realm of New Life
       By: Roka Date: February 25, 2013, 12:59 am
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       [center]The Realm of New Life[/center]
       The realm of New Life, a world of endless dawn skies. Filled
       with floating lands and islands with beautiful oceans below it
       along with a small areas of lands. The climate here were quite
       normal.
       There were quite alot of eggs scatters around in this relams,
       all has differnt shapes, patterns, sizes, and colors. When the
       eggs hatch, they will be born into different worlds, leaving the
       realm and a new life will born in this realm again.
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       Among the many floating islands, there was just one particular
       island that Ankur taken liking of...
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       He has no known form of family but does live with two winged
       beasts in the Floating Palace that is locate at the heart of the
       realm.
       [center]Muklis, Black Winged Beast and Lulu, white Winged
       Beast.[/center]
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       Other than the eggs and the Guardian, the inhabitants of this
       realm are many flying beasts, including humanoid species, all
       either have wings or can naturally float, or similaries.
       [center]Ankur's guardian weapons
       • Amber Chains: Dark amber chains that can be also be used as a
       shield or shoot dawn blasts.
       Its' tips seem to be blunt and the materials is unknown but
       cannot be broken easily. Its' size can also be changed, but is
       harder to control its' size.
       • Lumen Blades: Daggers that uses dawn light in close combat,
       changing its' sizes and become stronger.
       #Post#: 4151--------------------------------------------------
       The Past and Memory
       By: Roka Date: March 8, 2013, 7:06 pm
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       [center][/center][center]His Dark Past[/center]
       He been struggling with his pasts, Logan's words didn't help,
       only further questioned him. After a talk with mitsuki, he
       decided to stay on the clouds for awhile as Ankur to mediate and
       to face his feelings. He found out that in his dreams, he could
       laid on the clouds and can even touch them, so that why he
       wasn't worry about falling through them. So he began to enjoys
       the winds' sounds and warmth feelings to the cloud domains.
       [center]Kuro[/center]
       He was standing on a wet ground, surrounded by a old woods, he
       notice Kuro in a distant, who was shaking his head at a younger
       Roka. "No no no, your suppose to smile like this! Not frown!" He
       said, while trying to make a funny smile himself, after many
       fail attempts, roka finally couldn't hold back his laughings and
       he smile at him, to which Kuro cheers in victory. "Your so
       stubborn, Kuro... why would you risk your own life to befriend
       someone like me...?" Roka frown slightly, where Kuro only laughs
       in respond. "Cause your my friend! I not scared of your father
       or anyone! Beside, I got you to smile! One point for me! Now
       your losing in this game, haha!" He ran off, laughing as he
       taunt Roka to chases him, to which he did. Soon roka was having
       funs as well and they began to laughs together.
       Roka smiles to himself when he saw this, remembering how Kuro
       tries to get through his harsh shell. He still felt sadness and
       guilt when he remember that he died because of him... shaking
       his head, he delves into the memory a bit further. On the beach
       on sunny day sat Kuro and young roka, he remember that it was a
       week before Kuro disappeared. Kuro suddenly look at him and took
       off his black band and wrap it around Roka's left upperarm where
       he could hide it with longsleeves. "Here try it on! There, now
       you should remember of me and alway smiles!" He said happily
       wherea roka was looking at it in confusions. "Isn't this your
       treasure...?" he ask. "Yup. Alway remembers me, I do love you,
       your my only friend, got it roka? No Guilt, no sadness, I don't
       regret meeting you. Likewise I shall do the same! Once we're old
       enough, let escape the island together. You won't have to
       suffers anymore then... We can live together so we won't be
       alone too!" Roka tilt his head to side at kuro's words and
       couldn't help but smiles and hugged him. "Yeah... let leave the
       island... I promise to remember you too then..." Roka pulled
       away. "Ahh I wish we could make a boat and escape already! I
       hate seeing you suffers new wounds everyday, roka!" he frown at
       the new bandages that wrapped around Roka's neck and left legs,
       roka look down and shook his head, where kuro similes again and
       lean again. "Hey! At least you got someone to care about,
       right?" Kuro ask, roka couldn't help but blush deeply and pouts
       as Kuro began to laughs.
       Roka himself chuckles at the memory and shook his head. 'Your
       right, Kuro... I should've kept my promise. I'm sorry for
       letting my past caged me...' he though to himself as he explores
       more of his memories, slowly coming in terms with himself...
       [center] The Two winged Beasts ~Ankur's Memory~[/center]
       After mediating for a day, night fallen and he soon fallen as
       well to the clouds' embrace.
       Roka awoke slowly though, still sleepy but notice he was in a
       bed... that was strangely too big for just one person. Until he
       found out why, infront of him, laid the two sleeping winged
       beasts. They both had a strange horn and had a features similiar
       to lion or wolf, the difference though was they had wings! And
       they were slightly bigger than him. One of them had white fur
       while the other was black. The white one awoke and walked over
       to him and licked his cheek, waking him up fully, his own voice,
       or rather Ankur's, respond to her. "Good morning, Lulu." He got
       out of the bed and began to stretches his arm as he look out
       through the windows in his giant bedroom, seeming to belong to
       an ancient palace, seeing few floating islands, he notice there
       were black spots flying around, and it revealed to be some
       harpies, and there were even some flying humanoid ones. He
       looked down and see that there were no grounds below! The oceans
       were distances down below, only a blur. It as if he was in the
       floating palace!
       Roka heard a female voice, from behide and to his shock, it was
       coming from Lulu. "Ankur, what are you thinking about?" she ask.
       Ankur chuckles slightly and lean against the window edge. "I
       thinking about heading to Insula. Then maybe have a tea with
       Selene, if she willing to let me in that is." he answers and
       chuckle when the black beast came over and sat next to the white
       and snuggles in her white furs.  "Your quiet and loyal, yet your
       not afraid to shows your loves, Mukhlis." he said, scratching
       the black beast's head slightly to where Mukhlis simply answer
       with a nods to the slightly blushing Lulu. "Wah, stop
       embarrassing me you two!" She said gigglings before running off.
       "Last one to breakfast jump in the cold water first!" She said
       as Ankur and Mukhlis look at each other before running after
       her. "Hey! Cheater!!!" Ankur yelled after her as the memory
       ended.
       Roka awoke on the cloud to the dawn lights, still in ankur's
       form. He was still smiling from the dream. "Wow, never knew
       Ankur lived with anyone, or rather two winged beasts..." he was
       still amazed by this memory, happy from his memory, he went back
       to meditating on the 2nd day.
       #Post#: 4828--------------------------------------------------
       The Weapon and Insula Memory
       By: Roka Date: March 15, 2013, 12:53 am
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       [center]The Weapon and Insula Memory[/center]
       Descenting in the memories from the shrine. He didn't expect
       this scene so suddenly...
       He seem to be floating on one of the islands... Many chains
       floats around him and around many islands. Its' size seem to be
       huge, endless chains going around. He spot the armies of flying
       demons in a great distant, and light beams began to shot out
       from the round objects on the links, all hitting the armies. It
       almost like a bullet of lights or a light blast...
       He then flew as the Amber chains keep blasting off the demons
       while some were forming shields, trying to protect the
       inhabitans and islands. Ankur began to slice some of the demons
       down with his daggers, using dawn lights to increase its'
       damages and sizes, an example when he stabbed one of the giant
       dragon, the blade suddenly extended and it pierced through until
       it came out from its' back, killing it. Another example was when
       the daggers became bigger again and he began to spins, cutting
       down in the waves of demons. What seem like an endless fights,
       the scene fades away and a new one appeared, this time he was
       not greeted by destruction thankfully.
       Instead when he open his eyes through ankur, see a giant
       tree...? He notice that he was on a floating island, and few
       thoughs began to appeared. 'Insula? Why is that name sound
       familiar... could it be the name of this one?'  Roka though to
       himself as he watches Ankur walk around the island like a
       morning walk, it was peaceful... "I wonder... everday a new life
       in the shape of eggs will appear in this realms... Then it
       become born into many worlds... maybe possibly to other realms
       when it hatch... It a strange thing to think about... don't you
       agree, Muklis?" he ask, infront of him were the two beasts, who
       were flying in the sky when Muklis landed down, he nodded with a
       tilt to his head. "It is quite strange... but it is quite
       soothing, to know that a new life is given a chance...
       especially in this realm as well, Ankur..." he said, his tones
       was quiet, yet it was firm, as if he was the wise but very kind.
       Ankur smiles and scratch Muklis' head a bit. "Yea, it very
       soothing..." he said, agreeing with the black beast as he watch
       a group of flying wolf cubs, seeming to be playing a game with
       Lulu.
       Roka felt himself waking up from the meditation Stance with a
       single thought... 'I will protect the Dawn of Life...'
       #Post#: 6240--------------------------------------------------
       The Dark Memory
       By: Roka Date: March 29, 2013, 1:39 pm
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       [center]Dark Memory[/center]
       A young Roka sat in a dark void, in what seem to be his old
       bedroom, hugging his knee like a scared child as his whole
       abdomen and his back was largely bandaged, Roka remember this as
       one of the times where he felt the sadness... and guilt. While
       he was used to the physical tortures, he wasn't used to the
       mental ones, especially emotions. He started to think it was his
       fault, while he couldn't figure out why his relatives died at
       same time at one of the rare reunion a long time ago, he knew
       exactly why Kuro disappeared... he was killed because of Roka...
       just like the others. Peoples surrounded Roka, including all of
       his relatives, peoples he once know or close to and once around,
       even his father and Kuro was one of them, and one by one they
       disappear, leaving Roka alone to suffers alone as he remember
       the tortures he suffers through.
       "Why... why does everyone dies around me... stop it... I don't
       want this anymore, I want to protect, but they just die anyway!
       Why!" he hugged his knee further and bury his head in it as the
       sounds of tortures ringed through his ears. "I'm sorry... I'm
       sorry... I don't want anyone else to dies..." the young roka
       said softly to himself as a new peoples appear, his friends...
       his new family... Nero, nicolina, sindell, even Logan and
       Abigale... but then his eyes widen and he covers his ears as
       different screams began to ring. "No no no no... I'm sorry...
       please don't die... stop it!"   he yelled at himself as the
       scene shift, his friends lies dead around him.
       The memory shift to ankur's, he notice the moments that he was
       lying down on the ground, pinned down by one of the dragons'
       claws as one demon prepare to bring his death... Roka remembers
       that there were inhabitans in his realm and the though of them
       getting killed after he died made him even feel guiltier... he
       went back to the dark void and the young roka huddle himself,
       burying his head again in his knee.
       #Post#: 7594--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Dawn Journal
       By: Roka Date: May 24, 2013, 6:10 pm
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       [center]The Dancing Petals[/center]
       As Roka was making a journey to his hometown, while sleeping in
       the boat's quarters, a memory of Ankur appear again...
       Instead of his own realm, he seem to be standing in a field of
       flowers, soaking in the spring's sunlight when he heard a
       familiar soft giggles nearby. "It feel really nice in my realm,
       isn't it, Ankur?" Hana said softly, smiling at him from few
       feets away. "It relaxing, sometime it nice to take a break from
       our duties." he said softly with a calm smile.
       The petals began to dances on the calm breezes as Hana look up
       in the sky for a moment. "We still have our emotions, regardless
       of our immortal-like life span... Sable and Selene loves each
       other, showing that it possible for even Guardians to love
       someone or something..." Ankur follow her gaze and look up in
       the sky as well, watching the petals dancing into spiral-like
       ballads of flowers. "I wonder if I would love someone like
       that..."  he said softly.
       The two guardians continues to watch the flower dances as the
       gentle breezes carries the petals. Soon Roka woke up to be
       greeted by Sunrise light, seeing the island in the distance, he
       still can't help but smiles a bit, having more confidence in
       facing what will be ahead, knowing that Ankur was not alone
       unlike Roka...
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