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       #Post#: 4089--------------------------------------------------
       Re: A sanctuary [open, mid day]
   DIR By: Haruko
       Date: March 7, 2013, 11:07 pm
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       Mitsuki watched Roka's face as they bounded through the trees.
       At his change in expression her own expression softened.
       #Post#: 4092--------------------------------------------------
       Re: A sanctuary [open, mid day]
   DIR By: Roka
       Date: March 7, 2013, 11:10 pm
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       "Ha! Even my own damn father can make better remarks! And He
       means it too!" He yelled back at Logan as he hopped to the tips
       of the tree and began to hop from trees' tips to tips now, his
       words wasn't a joke or a lie though.
       #Post#: 4095--------------------------------------------------
       Re: A sanctuary [open, mid day]
   DIR By: Shinji
       Date: March 7, 2013, 11:27 pm
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       Logan sighed at hearing roka words. The fun was gone, there  was
       no point in continuing this. Logan suddenly started to run
       faster, his  years of running starting to show. He soon caught
       up with roka garb mitsuko in his arms and jump off the trees
       satting mitsuko down on the ground." Well, still believe todays
       was going to have no excitment?"
       #Post#: 4098--------------------------------------------------
       Re: A sanctuary [open, mid day]
   DIR By: Haruko
       Date: March 7, 2013, 11:42 pm
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       As her feet hit the ground Mitsuki sighed and ran her hand
       through her hair.  "I have to admit that the library seems to
       have more excitement in it than it used to."
       #Post#: 4100--------------------------------------------------
       Re: A sanctuary [open, mid day]
   DIR By: Roka
       Date: March 7, 2013, 11:49 pm
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       Roka shot a glare at logan and hopped back down. For some
       reasons, he doesn't hide his feelings like he used to again,
       instead he look away a bit, as if attempting to hide his
       expression "...Hey, is it wrong if a person hide alot of stuffs
       or his real self from his friends?"  He ask the two.
       #Post#: 4103--------------------------------------------------
       Re: A sanctuary [open, mid day]
   DIR By: Shinji
       Date: March 7, 2013, 11:59 pm
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       Logan sighed." Roka, I told you multiple times that you could
       came and to me about anything. But yet its always me nagging you
       to talk to me or moments when it becames to much for you to
       handle and it slips out and I just so happen to be around... So
       Im not going to anymore." He ran his finger though his hhair.
       "So for now on, when your ready find me... I have somethings to
       take care of, Ill text you later mitsuko.." logan walked away.
       #Post#: 4107--------------------------------------------------
       Re: A sanctuary [open, mid day]
   DIR By: Roka
       Date: March 8, 2013, 12:18 am
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       Roka watched logan walk away before collapsing against the tree,
       holding his forehead with one hand. "Damn... he just can't give
       me a break!"  he mutters to himself. "I'm scared, alright?! I
       just can't see how I suppose to show my real self or open myself
       to others without harming them!" he yelled at himself, shaking
       his head in fusterations. He notice mitsuki and hide his face
       with both hands, sighing softly. "Sorry you had to see that..."
       he said to her softly, ashame of his fail attempt to open up.
       He was afraid of his true natures, afraid his friends will be
       scared, or get hurt because of him... he was frighten ever since
       Kuro died because of him, all his relatives were killed when
       they try to find out the truth when he was younger... He was
       scared that he might not able to protect his friends... because
       logan was able to see through him, it made it all more
       difficults for him to open up to anyone. Now logan's words
       finally hit him back full force.
       #Post#: 4108--------------------------------------------------
       Re: A sanctuary [open, mid day]
   DIR By: Haruko
       Date: March 8, 2013, 12:34 am
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       Mitsuki watched the two, a light worried look on her face.
       Rubbing the back of her head she sighed.  "Its not healthy to
       keep everything bottled up.  Its not a bad idea to find somebody
       to be able to open up too.  If you have been comfortable with
       Logan, and he has been there waiting for you to open up.....well
       I would find him and talk."
       #Post#: 4117--------------------------------------------------
       Re: A sanctuary [open, mid day]
   DIR By: Roka
       Date: March 8, 2013, 1:39 am
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       Roka sighs and look at Mitsuki. "I'm not comfortable with Logan,
       I can't be ready to open up for him. Because he alway see
       through me, it just never give me the chance to actually open
       up, it remind me that it isn't my real feelings... that I just
       lying to myself.  I just don't know who to open up to. I don't
       usually bottle myself up, to be honest, that actually the real
       me, the boy who harbor hatres, rages, someone with deadly
       glares. The one who know nothing but suffers, pains, and was
       told that everyone would dies around me. No happiness, no
       postives feelings. But the fact that Logan don't see the
       difference... just kinda push me away as well. That why I
       usually vent my angers alone in the woods, breaking the trees.
       Kuro was... he... was the only one who was able to pierce
       through my harsh barriers, and taught me alot of good things."
       He look down and fiddle with the bandages ion his hand.
       "To be honest, I scared to open up, because I want to be able to
       have real good feelings... but I can't lose the real me as
       well... but my memories, the past, it still haunt me, still
       reminding me..." he said truthfully.
       #Post#: 4144--------------------------------------------------
       Re: A sanctuary [open, mid day]
   DIR By: Haruko
       Date: March 8, 2013, 3:31 pm
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       Mitsuki sighed and wove her fingers through her hair as Roka
       spoke.  Listening to his words she took everything in.  [i]"It's
       not a good idea to keep everything bottled up inside.  Its
       important to find somebody that you feel comfortable in opening
       up too.  I would look at whoever is most important in your life,
       since they are the person who you should be the most honest
       with.  You are only a person bathed in darkness and negativity
       if you choose as such.  If you don't want to be that person,
       then who is keeping you in the choke hold of negativity and
       anger.  It's your choice in how you live your life."[/i]
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