You are JR.

You don't remember making just about any part of this maze.

You know it was you, though. I mean. It's on your server. It has your writing style.

It has your...essential impulsive chaos all over this.

Seriously, you doubt you planned any of this at all.  Probably was just scattering symbolic links and text files that look like directories all over while lost as fuck.

It's...kind of disorientating seeing something you clearly put so much work into yet remember so little? 

But it's not surprising. You live in a haze of "I forgot I did that!". 

You leave little presents like this for yourself, ways to connect your past and future. 

At the end of the day? You make things so you can enjoy having made them. Even if, maybe especially if, discovering you made them in the first place is half the point.